Busted!!!!! ...... Again .......... Big Time!!!!!  

sexywhiteboy07 46M
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3/9/2006 9:52 am

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4/19/2006 12:57 pm

Busted!!!!! ...... Again .......... Big Time!!!!!


I got up pissed and suspicious, only to find my suspicians realized. I had not used in over 2 weeks, and she claims that she had not either.
I got Jet ready for school, and started to look for her stash. It didnt take long, and i found an 8-ball in her purse. I took out a bunch for myself, and put it back into her purse, then carefully arranged everything so she wouldn't know I had been in her stuff. Then I went to Garage Bar and snorted up huge gaggers, I was so pissed. I finished getting ready and went to work like nothing happened. I didn't confront her, but I waited until She called me at work and played like everything was fine. I hung up the phone, and waited a while. I called back with casual conversation, then I casually started asking questions. Did you do uknowhat last night? ... "No" ... Did you buy any coke? .... no .... I told her I talked to Tom .... do you still wanna say you didn't party ....... same ..... I said several times, you swear that you don't have any..... "I swear" ....
I say I know that we were gonna get some for Anniversary so u can admit if you did .... "I swear I don't have any" ..... "Please, last chance, it is gonna be a big problem if you are lying" (this went on for 30 minutes) "No, I swear!" ..... Finally, I was like, "What about that 8-ball I found in you purse you stupid bitch!!!" She knew she was busted and she finally admitted it. I bolted home as fast as I could, so she wouldn't have chance to hide the coke. When I got there she got it out and gave me the whole thing. I went back to Garage Bar and did more, (I know, it's fucked up!), then stayed and argued for 1/2 the day. We fought all day about Cleyteus, drugs, our marriage, & lies.
It got so heated, and she was caught in so many lies, ... that she broke down and told me stuff that I based my life on were complete lies. She told me that she had been using since September. She told me the first time that she started doing it was the night she told me she went to the bar with Phoebe, and said she crashed at her house. Post The beginning..... . She said they were at bar, and Sean asked her if she wanted to go back to his house and they would all pitch in and get some blow. All she had to do was tell me, I always let her go out. Why did she have to lie? It only made it more suspicious that she was not answering phone and staying at freakbitches house. I was crushed because I had always been so cool. Then I started going thru all of the incidents before I started doing it in December. Halloween? There was no girl in bathroom, she had it all along! Why did she wait until 12 to share? I thought we were cool, I was really hurt.
When I went back to work, Jimmy came in, and I told him I still hadn't done any for 2 weeks. Lied right to his face, higher than a bird. Suddenly having all of this uknowhat sent me on a binge like I have never had.
Having a quantity of blow was probably not the best thing for me right now, I probably would have been better with a clear head.
The next night was our anniversary. I was so hurt, and pissed, and high that I could barely fake it. My parents babysat and we had dinner at an unnamed restaraunt in Broad Ripple. We had plans to meet people at our house after dinner and then go to 10. I had an 8-ball to myself and I was out of my mind. I was pissed that she bought an 8-ball, and wasn't even going to share ON OUR ANNIVERSARY!
I was pissed that she lied her ass off, and that she was being implicated with Cleyteus. I shared "her" stash with her and I was already overly high. I know everybody knew something was wrong, because I could barely talk. We got into a huge fight on the way, and it spilled over to the bar. The Ten was a total drag that night, and we went back home and partied in Garage Bar. Everything was still secret and we didn't party in front of anybody all night.
One of the main things that hurt me was that she was really fucking up special occaisions. Staying out all night the night before her baby's birthday, getting busted and lying the night before anniversary, Easter, Egg Hunt, it was really fucked up. It was hard trying to make it special for the kids with all of this other distraction, but I tried as best as I could.


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