Fantasies, first and foremost  

sexysub1970 46F
19 posts
9/5/2006 11:24 pm

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9/7/2006 12:46 pm

Fantasies, first and foremost

I haven't been teaching as much since I pushed out a kid, and I have a lot of house-wifey downtime.

That gives me a lot of time to explore my horny, dirty little thoughts. I guess this is as good a place as any to write down a few of those! It's exciting knowing that somebody, somewhere is reading also.

So let's see... how about we talk about fantasies!

I know all you guys and gals out there have your fantasies, be it 2 girls at the same time or, I don't know, something far more extreme. I've delved into the fantasy world somewhat in my life, especially in my college days and, well to be honest more since I've grown up a bit. Now, as a mature woman, well not that mature, I suppose, I'm only in my 30s, but well you know what I mean. I think I'm at a point where my horniness is 10 times what it ever could have been in college. That was a long time ago, and trust me, even in college I didn't give much thought to a room full of men having their way with me.

Now that idea sounds more appealing than anything.

Honestly, the gangbang scenario is my favorite. I don't know what it is, I get so excited at the thought of being the center of attention. It has happened before, but in low numbers. I can't deny that after a few years of marriage, hubby boldly declared his fantasies of sharing his lil' girl and wow you wouldn't believe the look in his eyes that one fateful day when I told him I was up for it!

The thing is, as long as he's been sharing me, it's mostly been his call. I mean in the end I have the final call, the all-powerful NO veto. But he definately has picked the candidates 100% of the time in the past, since we got married.

It started with his closest friend. His best man. He was the first of hubby's friends to feel my lips.

After a few times going down on him, I moved on to the next friend. After a few times with him, hubby had a big poker night in which he apparently told his closest friends his fantasy, to watch them have their way with me.

Trust me, I love sex, and I love the thrill of being watched, shared and surrounded. Being helpless and submissive, being the one told to get on my knees, but at the same time being the one satisfying everyone. I'm a giver, but I guess in another way I'm a taker =)

So after I fooled around with a few of his friends, under his supervision, the big day came. The day to unleash his plan. This plan involved a superbowl party, ending with me well, pleasuring everyone. I was the main event that day, believe me.

I dressed up in a cute, sexy (and quite revealing) outfit which pushed my boobs practically out of my shirt and showcased my world-famous butt to a group of his 4 closest friends.

After bringing them many a beer and the game's final moments, they began staring me down, anticipating what was to come, what had been promised to them by my kinky husband.

Though they'd only ever had the pleasure of receiving oral pleasure from me in the past, I could see they had all been well informed of what was to take place this day - a full on gangbang.

I sat on hubby's lap and he slowly pulled the clothes off me, revealing parts of me to his boys. Down to a bra and panties, I was on my knees and the boys removed their pants, more than ready to go.

I got on my knees and they circled me. I sucked and sucked and sucked. They were pretty tipsy, probably even flat out drunk and really didn't treat me with a whole lot of care. What they saw was a toy. What I felt like was a whore.

And I loved every minute of it.

I love the abuse, pain and embarassment of being passed around by a group of close friends, treated like their slave. Normally this feeling makes me somewhat nervous, to say the least, but when I start getting horny, I lose control. I can't say no. I have to have it and I have to give it back.

After being passed around in every position imaginable, I remember hubby mouthing "good girl" and leaving the room. This was his little way of making me feel completely helpless. It both turned me on and terrified me. Though I trusted his friends, I didn't know what they would do to me behind closed doors without my husband watching.

They made it feel like the rest of the day had been a warm up. They really went to work and I can't tell you how sore I was at the end of it all. Not to mention how messy I was. I came SO hard with three men in me at once. Ladies, if you've never felt that, it's the definition of ecstacy. Trust me on that.

So it went really well. Sure, I couldn't walk too well the next day and I spent a little while in the shower washing cum out of my hair, but it was an amazing time I'd never forget.

And you know what? It really wasn't enough. One time was not enough for me, I've craved it ever since. It was like a dream after a while. There's been times in which I've satisfied his friends since then, but he never came up with another gangbang plan. From what I gather, he's grown kind of used to it now and doesn't get too excited by it. I think he favors the idea of strangers now, but the idea has yet to come to fruition.

So my biggest fantasy now is for another gangbang. I have thought up a few scenarios over the years. One would be dressing up as a cheerleader and being shared by a group of football studs. I can remember back in college, even as far back as high school I think, fantasizing about wandering into the locker room, and being made to earn my way out.

mmmmm... then there's the though of being shared by a group of brothers. I don't know if some people would find this strange or perverted but I can say in all honesty, that the idea of it turns me on. Brothers who are close (I really value closeness when it comes to this stuff, though the idea of strangers has potential, there's something about a group of men who really want to be sharing the same girl, not just being in it for themselves, individually.

So, when I touch myself sometimes (which now days is usually in the early afternoon before hubby gets home, putting a porno into the DVD player in place of those trashy daytime soaps and undoing my bathrobe to let my hands wander) I fantasize about brothers taking a girl home. I think about what it would be like for them, after years together, feeling some kind of cathartic intimacy in sharing my body, seeing eachothers sexual reactions as they use me to achieve their satisfaction.

I'd almost prefer for them to be older. Like after decades of wondering what it would be like to finally share a girl. Maybe they're all married, I don't care, I think it's just my feeling of wanting to bring them together in a way like never before and at the same time, being completely ravaged.

There's just something about it, I don't know if I can really explain it like it feels inside of me. I would absolutely melt for a chance to do this. Hopefully it would be at least 3 brothers (I think that would be the perfect number)

Trust me, I'm wet just thinking about it. To actually act out this fantasy would be amazing.

So that's just a couple of fantasies of mine, just a little something that gets me wet every once in a while =)

This post somehow turned out to be rediculously long! Next time I'll get into the really kinky stuff, I promise!!!

Okay, so I'll see you all later (whoever stumbles upon this!)


sunrisecorrona3 55M
3 posts
9/6/2006 12:38 am

"All your dreams can come true, if you have the courage to pursue them" - WALT DISNEY

Clearly, for you "sexysub1970, "TODAY is the TOMORROW that you dreamed of YESTERDAY"!!


Thanks for sharing your fantasy, as well as recently joining my Network & look forward to the privelege of meeting you & stretching / filling your holes, with lots of cum & multiple orgasms; Your husband is a very lucky guy !!

Sunrisecorrona3 >>!

rm_ironhead1956 60M
275 posts
9/6/2006 1:00 am

Welcome to blogville, I look forward to seeing more and more from you, this was hot stuff. See ya around.

rm_smc469 42M
617 posts
9/6/2006 1:39 am

Welcome to the blog. I really enjoyed your first post, and look foward to many more

wert59 50M
2480 posts
9/6/2006 1:45 am

house wife,,??,,you have a very active life,and one u love,good luck in your quest for satisfaction, a great ass and a very lucky hubby,,,there are no strangers here on AdultFriendFinder only freinds and dreams you can either open or suppress,,good hunting sexy lady, welcome to blogville,,,,,
sven the english chef

Glimmer_Man06 47M
3308 posts
9/6/2006 2:05 am

That was hot! Great post, and welcome to the blogs!

Damn, makes me wish I had a brother! I would SO do you in girl!

They say a woman ages like fine wine...

...mine ages like milk!

Hydragenias 56F

9/6/2006 3:56 am

Looking forward to the REAL kinky stuff!

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ZZ_Todd 59M

9/6/2006 6:55 am

You're definitely in the right place to share your fantasies! We'll be looking forward to more from you!

Fletch8491 50M

9/6/2006 8:29 am

I am trying to decide who is or your husband. great start to your blog. I look forward to reading more. Let me know if you need any help in creating more material for your blog...

kje112 50M

9/7/2006 6:50 am

Thanks for sharing your fantasies and fantasy fulfillment that you have already had with us out here. Damn that was hot!

I seriously think I'm going to have to talk to my 2 older brothers about your fantasy that you told about. I'll get back to you on their reaction and if they are up for it. I think once I show them your pics they will be as enthusiastic about helping you fulfill that one as I am!

Keep the hot and sexy blogs coming!

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