god i am so mad!!  

sexymamma662003 31F
3954 posts
8/29/2006 12:23 pm

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8/31/2006 8:45 am

god i am so mad!!

no i take that back I'm pissed.
my husband is the most selfish person i have ever meet. he promises constantly things then breaks them. why i believe him when he continuously promises the same thing over and over again and always breaks it ill never know.

i was supposed to be getting my nails done right now but because hes a fucking asshole I'm not. he'd rather sit upstairs and play his stupid video games then keep his promise to me. and he wonders why I'm so pissed off. hello duh what does he think ill just forgive and forget? not any more I'm sick of being lied too. promises are made to be kept not broken. promises i make i keep. i may have broke a few but for real reasons not because the game is more fun the giving me an hour break from the kids for a little me time.

i never ask him for anything. just that i am able to get my nails done thats it. nothing more. is that to much to ask for? i don't think it is. he spends so much money on shit why is it so hard for him to give me this 1 thing? i wish i could just say fuck you I'm gone pack my shit and leave. but no wear to go. my head hurts i was crying so much. i guess i should just get used to him lying to me and breaking every fucking promise he has ever made. he has NEVER kept one of them. i don't get why i think hell keep the new ones he makes when in the back of my mind i know he wont!!!


~sexy~


Alannc4900 60M

8/29/2006 1:13 pm

Would showing him what you wrote here make a difference?


Mr_anthonyblue 63

8/29/2006 1:46 pm

Sounds like he is a fuck. Just like his mother.


maverick1255 51M
3953 posts
8/29/2006 2:52 pm

Sorry, SexyM. That is just not right. Your word should be important and mean something.

Would a new picture album help? take a peek...


elmexicano_2k 46M

8/29/2006 4:38 pm

So why do anything for him at all SexyM? As you said you know he isn't going to keep his promises so why bother keeping any of yours?

Why do you have no where to go? Are you not near relatives or good friends? Not my place to say, but your husband sounds like an ass and doesn't deserve any respect since he doesn't seem to be giving you any.

Also, I agree with that picture. Don't let him see you cry. Not sure if he gets pleasure in seeing you cry but if he does, don't give him that satisfaction.

Butch: I'm American, honey. Our names don't mean shit.


rm_Smile_My_Way 59M
1519 posts
8/29/2006 6:26 pm

I'd like to second Elmexicano motion, I agree with him. Plus I'm guessing here, but there must be kids involve or you would leave.


sexymamma662003 31F

8/29/2006 7:13 pm

Alannc4900: nope it wouldnt, considering he knows im on here but dont give shit even though i have told him that hes a fucking asshole

Mr_anthonyblue: yep to top it all off she called and stired shit even more.

maverick1255: your a fucker not showing what i wanted to see TEASE

elmexicano_2k: my family is 3 hours away and so are al my friends.

Smile_My_Way: yep 2 kids ages 2 and 1

~sexy~


secret_eyespy 54M
488 posts
8/29/2006 7:29 pm

Hang in there kiddo. Perhaps if you were withholding something from him that he will eventually want then maybe he'll see things from your point of view.

We can talk elsewhere and you can tell me all about it.



P.S. You still got the best ass on this entire web site.


somethingelse40 75M
14676 posts
8/29/2006 8:26 pm

Congratulations! You finally made the honor roll in the Where am I? hall of fame and shame. Appreciate Me Now and Avoid the Rush!


somethingelse40 75M
14676 posts
8/29/2006 8:34 pm

Congratulations! You finally made the honor roll in the Where am I? hall of fame and/or shame. Appreciate Me Now and Avoid the Rush!


sexymamma662003 31F

8/29/2006 11:02 pm

secret_eyespy: thanks hun

LoveSpell11: thanks sweetie. boston sounds great right now. no his mother didnt get in to it but she started in on him not taking the kids 300 miles to see her

somethingelse40:thanks

~sexy~


SensuousWoman3 55F
3106 posts
8/29/2006 11:13 pm

Nothing worse than being frustrated to tears---particularly when you’re not asking for much! Years ago I dated someone like that. For the life of me, I COULD NOT understand why he could not keep a promise to do the LITTLEST things! I mean little! Particularly when they know how much the little things mean a lot to you. Why does anyone want to cause another such pain over something that is SO easy to provide? An hour of his time! Hang in there, sweet girl!


waerlookin4fun 50M/46F

8/30/2006 12:05 am

I swear I would've went upstairs grabbed the fucking game and told him you're watching the kids and you can have your fucking game back when I get back from getting my nails done. I put up with that bullshit for six years in a relationship and it sucks.

Oh, and after you had your nails done go window shopping in the mall and just basically fuck around for another two hours.......see how he likes taking care of the kids all by himself. It's hard, I know

love ya hun


sexymamma662003 31F

8/30/2006 5:54 pm

SensuousWoman3: thank you so much for your kind word SW3. the little things mean the most.

waerlookin4fun:i pissed him off after i wrote this by telling him i was leaving to go get my nails done and that have fun with the kids he got up in a hurry didnt even save his game so he could go LOL serves him right!!!

~sexy~


secret_eyespy 54M
488 posts
8/30/2006 7:29 pm

I wouldn't do ya that way. Hell, I would be encouraging you to go get the nails done regardless of what I had going on. I'm quite capable of watching little ones. Their at the age when you can have the most fun with them.

You bring them to my house and I'll watch them while you go do things for yourself. That's the right thing to do.


rm_Henry4fun3 70M
297 posts
8/31/2006 5:03 am

He doesn't deserve you if all he can think about is a stupid computer game.


sexymamma662003 31F

8/31/2006 8:45 am

    Quoting rm_Henry4fun3:
    He doesn't deserve you if all he can think about is a stupid computer game.
thanks that sweet of you to say

~sexy~


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