today I am not ok  

sexydisaster30 41F
5527 posts
3/1/2006 7:45 am

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11/25/2006 9:49 pm

today I am not ok

Today I am not ok. I don’t know what it is. I don’t know if it is the phase of the moon, the phase of my cycle, the fact that I met someone whom I could love only to have him be unavailable emotionally, the fact the I just walked three miles and I can hardly breath when I walked 60 of them in 3 days only months ago, the fact that I have no idea the direction my life is headed right now, or if it is just that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. How do I get out of this funk? How do I shake this off and get over it? Maybe I just need to go back to bed or maybe I need to plant my feet in the earth, raise my hands and get connected with who I really am.


aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
3/5/2006 8:46 am

You had to suffer through mine, on here. Being that we've already discussed all of this, you know what I'm telling you to do. However, it's like you telling me not to drink... Like that's ever going to stop. lol

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