Not sure what this means  

sexloverocknroll 57M
282 posts
3/30/2006 6:30 am

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Not sure what this means

For nearly 3 years now, I have been on the internet looking for love. Sure, I gave up at times and just looked for sex. So far, a few friends and tons of lairs and thieves, swindlers and scammers. I told you about that already. Today and yesterday and along the way, I have had some things happened and I am just trying to figure out why and what it ALL means. Okay, when I first started, for over 2 years, I got ZERO responses from any local woman. By local I mean within 100 miles of me. No “no thank you” s or “f off” s or anything. What does that mean? Do I live in the wrong place? Is it my hair? I have no clue. I have gotten lots of responses from foreign women. What does that mean? I placed an add on a Russian dating site 2 years ago. I got over 40 responses in 2 days! 40!!! ( I am still getting some) I answered every one of them back. A few, I corresponded with for a time. ALL of them, at one point, said they loved me and wanted to meet in person. Then, suddenly, they stopped writing to me. What does that mean? There was a very pretty Ukraine women I thought was the ‘one.’ We corresponded for nearly a year and talked on the phone and just as I began to actually get the money to together and make a set date and all of that, bam, she stopped writing to me. We were supposed to meet on web cam for my birthday last year, September. I have not heard from her since. What does that mean? Right now, there is a Japanese women that absolutely adore. She says only friends. What does that mean? When I came back from Jamaica in November, I went on AdultFriendFinder to only get laid. NOTHING! I sent letters to EVERY local woman and NOTHING! What does that mean? I sent many letters to Jamaican women, and there tons on here, and I received lots of responses. What does that mean? Most turned out to be all about money and one was just lots of drama. Hey, we all have drama in our lives, but that was too much. Why is that only foreign are interested in me? What does that mean? There is one Jamaican woman that I feel very good about. We have had some nice chats over the phone and exchanged photos and we are meeting on web cam Saturday. She wants me to come visit her for her birthday in July. I was planning on going back there in July anyway, so I am going. Maybe God has just lead me in that direction, if that is this all means.

catseyes23 61F

3/30/2006 7:01 am

I do hope that it turns out well for you! ((((Hugs)))


sexloverocknroll replies on 3/30/2006 10:32 am:
Thank you, my Lady! It shall work-out well.

rm_metalmama69 42F
3878 posts
3/30/2006 8:05 am

I don't have a clue what it means, sorry! ~wicked grin~ Guess I'll just go toke one, maybe I'll be able to help then hehehe!

sexloverocknroll replies on 3/30/2006 10:32 am:
If you found out, let me know.

fantasylover_05 62M

3/30/2006 9:53 am

The meaning of life....

If I had that answer I would not be here either!!

sexloverocknroll replies on 3/30/2006 10:35 am:
So I am not alone in this then? One day I will have the answers. Perhaps it will be after I move on to the next life. Until then, I just try to accept and live. Perhaps I was only venting, but I am seriously wondering what it means in order to make the next move. Thank you for droping by and for your comments!

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