I wish I could get It  

sexloverocknroll 57M
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4/13/2006 11:42 am

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4/14/2006 12:00 pm

I wish I could get It

I wonder what it would feel like to be totally Enlightened?
I wonder how I would feel if I was Buddha or Jesus?
What would it be like to not be sad and lonely and depressed
Or would I still feel these things?
Why do I only remember how Pure Love feels when I am in It
And not when I am sad or lonely or depressed?
If I didn't feel them, would I know how good Love feels?

I wish I could just get It!

I wonder what I would feel like if I did not have to work?
I wonder how I would feel if there was no money?
What would it be like to not be frustrated and deprived and oppressed
Or would I still feel like it is all a game?
Why do I wish it was easier and there was a better way to make money
When I know money is not going to make me Truly Happy?
Why is it that I can remember how it feels to not have any when I do
Yet there is never enough regardless?

I wish I could just get It!

If I became God, would I create my own Universe
Make all the living creatures search through their soul
To find out who they are
Give them all a big test to see if they, too, can become God?
Or would I just create Gods?
Maybe I am God trying to create another God
And I am just not done yet?
I wonder how I would feel if I was God?
The same way I feel now?

I wish I would just get It
This life time!



saddletrampsk 54F

4/13/2006 12:17 pm

That is soooo deep..a lil too deep for this pea brain farm chick..great post sweety..


sexloverocknroll replies on 4/13/2006 3:45 pm:
thank you!!!!!

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