Exploring sensuality  

sensually_4ever 42M/F
349 posts
1/24/2006 9:47 pm

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Exploring sensuality

The definition of Sensual....

Of, relating to, given to, or providing gratification of the physical and especially the sexual appetites.

Suggesting sexuality; voluptuous.

Hmmm... well I was pondering my chosen handle today.. and was wondering.. am I really sensual?

Well by this definition I think I am.. but being sensual is more than just words...

It is about confidence in your own sexuality, and realizing that that confidence oozes out of your pores.. Now I am not talking arrogant.. as in "I am so beatiful and everyone wants me" more that I am talking the innate feeling that while you may not appeal to all out there, you appeal to some.. and you are ok with that..

To me.. being a sensual soul is just that.. it is something that you feel in your soul.. It is that secret smile on your face.. that swaying stride when you are feeling it.. it is akin to arousal.. but more in some ways.. because it has nothing to do with anyone around you.. It is all about you and how you feel in your own skin. When I hit my sensual stride I get sideways looks and people respond with smiles.. and half looks..

It is something I am learning.. and that is what is important.. to learn. everyday.. for the day you stop learning is the day you die...

Anyways.. enough philosophy about my state of being. I am sure you don't want to hear it...lol

hmmm. *boobie flash to those who were bored*...lol

OH But wait.. many of you have already seen my hooters...lol.. Oh well

They are my bestest asset...


LilSquirt_4mfm 67M/67F
3394 posts
1/25/2006 12:00 am

"a sensual soul is just that.. it is something that you feel in your soul.. "

You really have it figure gal .. u really do ... uve cum (hehe) a LONG WAY baby!!!!!

The Kentucky Hottie ..err ... "Came" Through bi the way

LilSquirt_4mfm 67M/67F
3394 posts
1/25/2006 12:02 am

still smarting from the "lil twists words " unfair CUM pletely innacurate accusation line ... but i can be salved .......... .. we can work it out .... hehehe

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/25/2006 6:43 am

LIL.. I see that post stealer was out in full force again...lol


ilsgicemru 71M
2822 posts
1/25/2006 7:22 am

Sens ...............

Very well stated .... exactly the way I am feeling !!! .... When I am trying to describe it myself . I might use some of your words or link to this post !! ... I plan to post something today along the same lines ..... I hope that I can convey it as well !!

What I feel is that "The Universe" wants me ... It's like . I don't appeal to all . but I appeal to "Us All" . because we are . all . the Universe !!

Keep up the good work !!! ... I do plan to go back to your beginning to see how far you have cum ..... Lil Squirt did that for me and it was very affirming to know that she cared enough . to do that !! ... You and I ARE on the same path . and we are receiving encouragment from Lil . others . and ourselves !!! ............................G.

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/25/2006 9:02 am


I looked it up too....... to see if it was the same as
my own definition...

My dictionary said....

Relating to or affecting any of the senses
or a sense organ - sensory.

Of, relating to, given to, or providing gratification of the physical
and especially the sexual appetites.
Suggesting sexuality, voluptuous.
Physical rather than spiritual or intellectual.
Lacking in moral or spiritual interests, worldly.

so I asked myself a number of questions when I read your words...

Does it agree with my definition?.
Dont agree with last line... that's not what it conjours up for me...
The first line..and the "suggesting sexuality" was my idea of the
it also conjours up mystery or a mysterious element......

Your definition?....
and Yes yu are right... in order to be sensual you have to feel you
are sensual.... and be at one with yourself.....
yours definition goes further though....

(You see I can be serious..sometimes......)

Does it describe you?.
I think your handle is great... and suits well
there's mystery... there's humor, intelligence and confidence.....
and all of these affect the senses....
voluptuous was in the definition too... so can't disagee
with that.... "Godiva"...
(Ed. you are meant to be giving a serious response Sleepy)
so yes I believe the name is owned by you, for yu have owned it...

whats in a name?.
Someone in a group I joined, asked the question......
"what does your name mean to you"
I replied "that it was for others to decide"... sort of an, on the
fence answer..... but believe there can be a mountain of
difference about how yu perceive yourself and how
others view you....
but as I said, the name suits well...... that is a compliment....

How do others view me?
would I know who they describe?
would they be talkin 'bout a stranger
or same as I see, in my minds eye.

and if that persons different
would I change my ways?
would I become brave and fearless
or just the same, to stay.....

I cannot change that person.
What yu get, that is just Me.....
I am just an ordinary person.
I am exactly what yu see.....

Would I be downhearted,
would I take offense?
If you thought of me as spineless,
insincere and with no sense?...

Well that would be your opinion,
but suggest yu take a closer view.
Would think you misunderstood me,
and didnt see whats really true.

I try to be a gentleman,
and I always try to be knight.
Not knight in shining armour,
my armours not that bright....

So yes I think your sensual
you are funny, kind, and clever.
voluptuous, and mysterious
you Are sensually_4ever......

the more serious side of this SleepyClown......../size]

ok back to the humour..... glad yu liked the pics.... bet Lil would be amused..lol

she might be next..lol.....

ilsgicemru 71M
2822 posts
1/25/2006 10:48 am

Sens .................

I meant to add .... You say "your hooters are your bestest asset" !!!! .... Well I am going to rank your pretty face and smile . as well as your "neat" personality . right up there with your bewbies !!! .... And I "second" everything that "sleepless' said !!!! ................................ G

Lol .... And No . Lil Squirt !!! ..... I am not telling Sens all of this so that she might let me "have my way with her" !!! LOL

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/25/2006 3:14 pm


Thank you

None of us have ever met... but we feel each other...

Your words bring me... elation.. and I thought about it for a moment to choose the right word.

SLeepless. My knight.. I love chatting, emailing, and posting with you. As you already know I especially love your prose... and the pICS>. OMG.. LIL... He made me.. super woman.. and Lady Godive..lol (wipe tears outta my eyes)

Ils... It has been interesting reading your words.. you think faster than I do, so your thoughts flow differently than mine... It is unique and original for me.. to see a different.. way of thinking.. but know the content is so similar to my own... I love your posts as well...

LIL... What can I say.. you have become Jessica Rabbit.. you have changed the image for me.. she is super smart.. incredibly sexy and confident.. and she is ALL woman.. and in my head. she has become you... OMG>. I never realized what I was stumbling into.. the first time I posted.. and you two welcomed me into the fold so to speak

well enough sunshiney babbling...lol. Ils. I am looking for your post.. in response to mine and LIL's in out "little story"


sleeplessknight1 68M

1/26/2006 6:32 am

Well you said my verse sounds like lyrics.....
so had a go at writing some lyrics....

Ok..wrote some lyrics...and all I need is the song...

Slipping thru my fingers

When I'm sitting here, all on my own
I am in a daydream..Yes, I know.
Waiting for the time
Wouldn't it be sublime.
If we were together .. no parting, no not ever
In my arms. I'd never let you go.

I think I see the writing on the wall.
Not sure my dreams are really real, at all.
Doubting, Flying, Wanting, Crying,
Thinks that my heart is really dying...
Never in my arms..I let you go.

But I can dream and Yes, I can hope.
Life is just like a bar of soap ....
use it, lose it, slip upon it,
never there, when you really want it...
Slipping thru' my fingers..let you go.

I remember days
not so long ago....
Lovely lovely days
days not filled with woes....
Slipping thru' my fingers..let you go.

So when I'm sitting here, all on my own
I am in a daydream..Yes, I know
Hoping for that time
It would really be sublime
If we were together .. no parting, no not ever
In my arms,
I'd never......
You must go...............

50/50 split on all the royalties...lol


sleeplessknight1 68M

1/26/2006 2:43 pm

going to concentrate on country and western next......lol

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/26/2006 8:48 pm

This poem is very sad.....so yu might need a hankerchief....

I have put it on Lil's blog as well..under Stories...

Well here it is.....

I was digging in the garden,
and I thought I saw this snake.
Darn! it was an ugly brute,
so I hit it with my rake.

Then it started squirming.
so I chopped that thing in two,
and then I went and fainted
and my lips were turning blue.

I lay there for an hour,
I was in a daze.
then I had an awful shock
from that which met my gaze

There was blood upon my trousers
and I had a pain down there, below
Darn! something there was missing
and I think I know.

The snake that I killed earlier,
was no snake at all...
I think it was a part of me...
that to the ground did fall.

I grovelled and was searching,
was scraping thru the mud.
I really hope that I can find it,
thru all this dirt and blood.

then I saw this object...
tiny, shrivelled, small.
I put it in a bucket
dirt and blood an all.....

I reached out for my cell phone
and I dialled number nine one one..
I told 'em what had happened
and they really did seem stunned.

I tried to stop her laughing
said "it was no joke,
and the snake that I'd hit earlier
was part of this old bloke."

After about 2 hours,
and at least 3 pints of blood.
They sent around an ambulance,
and scraped me from the mud.

and Yes they forgot the bucket
so I had to send them back...
and they cleaned it up and washed it
and stuck it on with tacks....

when I woke from anaesthetic
the pain was awfully bad.
The bed clothes in a pyramid
and the doctor looked real sad.

He said "that he was very sorry,
wasn't much, that they could do.
They had tried resusitation,
done everything they knew."

then he said "look on the bright side
that bucket it was fine
and the rake it was a good one
so hope yu will not mind....."

Then I really wondered
what they gone and done.
I looked beneath the covers,
and yu can guess that I was stunned.....

I woke up the next morning,
and I was home in bed.
Had it been an awful dream
was I in tact instead.....?

I felt relief, I dried my eyes
YES it was a mistake...
Well i thought it was,'til I got up
and snapped off my old rake....

no buckets or rakes were actually harmed in the making of this story....

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/26/2006 9:07 pm

OMG.. sleepless. You never cease to amaze me you know that....lol.

I was all wistfull..listening to your song in my head.. then I reached the bar of soap line.. made me chuckle.. and then you took me right back to wistful...

YOu are beautiful.... Do you know That??


sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/27/2006 12:56 am

lol. SLeeplss.... I neede that giggle real bad.. ty

I love talking to you and reading your posts...lol


sleeplessknight1 68M

1/27/2006 2:35 am

ty Sensually
Me beautiful?..... think not.....but ty

That's just Me......

and There you go.... "difference in perceptions" - the way you see me
and the way I see myself...

so perhaps the comment was in keeping with your original post....

not sure how I make my last offering relevant though.... I will work on it..lol

merlin1269 60M/52F

1/28/2006 9:26 am

I have had the pleasure of corresponding with sens,she embodies the definition of sensuallity,she is without a doubt sensual in both mind and body. and not to mention kinda cute cheers sweety!!

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/28/2006 9:55 am

lol. ty Merlin.. LIL. will no doubt recognize you and be jealous....

I can't resist this but,, nya nya nyah



LilSquirt_4mfm 67M/67F
3394 posts
1/28/2006 11:21 am

"into the fold " ... lmfao ... good one gal.

latest was grrrreat ...... gettin a lil steamy ... so enjoying you sensi ... in every way .... personality so great ..... nice buncha folks here ..

Sleepy never ceases to amaze me ..... wow .. if he is as profific in bed as in words / poems ..... it'd takeboth of us or more ... i know id really need your ass-istance ...

Just a "Quickie" Howdy!!!

LilSquirt_4mfm 67M/67F
3394 posts
1/28/2006 11:24 am

as 4 subject at hand ...hehe .... sensuality .. .i like your definitions ..... and u demonstrate it in our playsessions ...

so .. .can i say u went to shower with a "Happy Pussy"??? lmfao

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/28/2006 6:38 pm

As always..nothing to do with the subject......
they say a picture paints a thousand words....well something like that..so....

The Mermaid and the Walrus

The mermaid sat in quiet repose,
upon the rock, amongst swirling foam.
The sunlight cast a golden hue,
as it shimmered on her scales so new.

The sea it thundered, mighty roar.
The power within it, sense of awe,
but there she sat, she sat so calm,
for the danger near she had no qualms.

The Walrus played amongst the foam.
he had no idea how far he'd roamed.
The sea for him was his playground.
the crashing waves, the awesome sounds.

In the distance a long ways off,
saw a shapely figure amongst the troughs.
He didnt want to get to near,
frighten her away, aways from here.

So beneath the waves the Walrus swam,
up to the rock, just near the land.
And as he looked, to his surprise,
this beauteous creature met his eyes...

How beautiful such quiet repose.
that Mermaid sat amidst the foam.
The sunlight cast a golden hue,
upon her loveliness brand new.

Closer and closer the Walrus came
up to the rock and called her name..
"Fair lady of the mermaid race
may I sit with you upon that place..."

The mermaid sat in quiet repose,
she did not answer, amidst the foam.
She smiled, she stared, she waved her hand
beckoning to the Walrus to make for land.

The Walrus swam towards the rock,
he made for the beach and there did stop.
The Mermaid was calm but had a hunch
that this Walrus thought of her as Lunch.

But never before in all her days
such a handsome Walrus met her gaze.
His eyes they twinkled as the stars
his smile bewitching, distant, far.

Her fears, her caution swept away
the Walrus now upon the beach did lay.
"Fair Mermaid will you swim with me
back to my home I ll set you free"

"My home is yours, you'll like that place
there's room enough, theres lots of space.
For I am alone, no others near
and its not too far away from here...."

The mermaid sat in quiet repose,
upon the rock, amongst swirling foam.
The sunlight cast a golden hue,
as it shimmered on her scales so new.

I'm happy here" the mermaid said,
"it is safe, no fears, no dread.
Why dont you with me abide
stay right here, be by my side?"

The Walrus moved towars the sea
his face was sad, not full of glee...
He swam out through the swirling foam
and off he went and swam back home...

His wife was waiting amidst the waves
she looked real angry when he came.
"your late" she said "and wheres me pie?"
he said "Sorry I lost the filling I did try.."

"A filling so lovely and so rare
a filling with such lovely golden hair
Tried to bring her back with me
said she could stay I'd set her free...."

"But she just sat in quiet repose,
upon the rock, amongst swirling foam.
The sunlight cast a golden hue,
as it shimmered on her scales so new."

His wife, she laughed, "you've lost your touch,
the food you bring is not enough.
You better go away from here
Need to find another, that is clear...."

The Walrus left he swam and swam,
back to the mermaid near the land...
she had not moved and there she sat
smiling at him now he was back.

And so they lived in quiet repose,
upon the rock, amongst swirling foam.
The sunlight cast a golden hue,
upon the most unlikely two....

a poem by SleepLess Knight..2006[/b[

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/28/2006 8:16 pm

lol... ok okok..

I get that you want to eat me.. LMAO

I know.. you are certainly sweet and here we repose in emails and Blog...


BTW LIL...lol. *evil grin*

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/29/2006 1:08 am

uh oh.... evil grin..... gettin' worried..lol

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/29/2006 6:43 am

I love the song to this one.....
original words were sad..so did my own version......

I know..still off subject.....

Lyrics based on - Send In The Clowns -
It was originally from the 1973 Broadway musical, A Little Night Music ....Music and Lyrics by Stephen Sondheim

but here is my version......

The Clown it is Me......
It really is rich, it doesn't seem fair?
Who takes me seriously, think I am unsound,
Nobody cares. Nobody cares.
I'm just a Clown,

No it's not bliss, and no-one approves.
Pointless just staying around.......
I really should move.
People think me a Clown....
So guess I am a Clown.

All avenues closed, no new opening doors,
and Finally guess I know what's the score.
Making my entrance again but nobody cares,
unsure of my lines
Nobody is there.

Don't you love farce?
My fault I fear,
I thought someone would want, what I want,
now it's so clear...
And where are the clowns
Don't look around
Don't bother, I am here.

What a surprise?
I should really foresee
I guess it was all true...
What they thought about me?
But I can now see
So let I'll drift away....
No, no surprise...
I've had my day......

So it's not rich, and no it's not queer
Losing all that I have, save but my fears.
And where are the clowns?
Don't look around...
Don't bother, I am here.

Lyrics by SleepLess Knight based on the song - send in the clowns...

sleeplessknight1 68M

1/29/2006 6:46 am

glad to see yu kept to the subject Lil....lol

sensually_4ever 42M/F

1/29/2006 8:02 am


It was still sad lol.. I don't think you can ever "take a sad song, and make it better"

The underlying sadness still haunts you.

Lately you have been referring to yourself as a clown, and I am not really sure why. I certainly don't think you are a clown.

I like you.. adn I like it when you post, and come visit me ain chat...

and then there is the pics..LMFAO


sleeplessknight1 68M

1/29/2006 11:03 am

you can move the poems if yu want......or will just post new ones there..... hahahaha, well yu knows theres going to be more....
and ty...I am really touched....

Never really got out of my clown clothes.... perhaps next month...

ilsgicemru 71M
2822 posts
1/30/2006 8:01 pm

Sens ................... Won't repeat ................ Check your latest post for two (2) comments .... I wan't you to visit my blog and bring 'Sleepless with you !!! ... Check your latest post for the reason why !!!! .............. Missing Lil Squirt ... mate says she is not feeling well ... nothing serious ... but it must have her down !!! .... I'm going there to leave a message with mate !!!! ...................G

rm_bbw__fan 49M

3/8/2006 12:01 am

"The chrysalis process is not complete, until the butterfly opens her wings "

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