I need to FUCK  

sensualgirfriend 58F
126 posts
7/31/2006 7:52 pm

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I need to FUCK

Usually, I prefer to touch the sensual with the brain and with forcing you to read in between the lines. This time, I am going to just come right out with it. Tonight, someone told me that sometimes you just have to say FUCK IT. So, I'm just going to say FUCK IT and let some of the dark side of the brain come out in an explicit manner. By the way, I also like to make love. Making love is a form of FUCKING. Just thought I'd share. But, this post is about FUCKING and preparing for the FUCKING.

I am a woman in my late forties. Yep. I didn't have sex until I was much older. I have a lot of time to make up for. Yep. LOTS of time. The first time was around, underneath and in the presence of the lighted Christmas tree. He didn't even know that it was my first time. I think that he still wishes that he could be inside of me, again after all these years. If he gets life ironed out, he could very well be inside of me again. And again and again and again. Well, you get the picture.

I love to FUCK. I love to set the mood; maybe a nice dinner and some nice wine. Maybe candles all over, dinner table, bedroom, bathroom, all over. Maybe just meeting you at the door and begin FUCKING right there. Sometimes the mood doesn't have to be set, sometimes it's just important to FUCK.

Being a person who loves to FUCK, I am certainly feeling a bit like a fish out of water, since I am not FUCKING.

I find that the more I think about FUCKING, the more I want to FUCK.

I try to spend a little time each day touching myself, feeling good, masturbating, FUCKING myself with one of my wonderful toys, vibrators or dildos.

To be able to take my time and orgasm good and hard feels so GOOD. It is not as good as FUCKING with another human being, but I have to admit that after the orgasm and sometimes orgasms, plural, I am not thinking about FUCKING anymore. Sometimes, I even have thoughts like: I do not need a man to give me this kind of pleasure. Or, oh my God, this feels too good, it is just easier this way. Or, FUCK! This is SO FUCKING awesome, I need a cock, now.

Then sometime the next day (well, usually daily) I think; OK, but it is just so wonderful to feel someone who really wants me.

I want:
To feel their lips on mine and all over my body.

To feel their hands caressing me and touching me and massaging me.

To feel their cock become more and more hard and wet as my mouth and fingers and hands do their work steadily and patiently. Keeping it so wet and slimy with my hot mouth.

To feel their body relax as their cock gets so much attention.

To feel their wet, cool mouth express their feeling over my wet, slippery cunt. Licking over and over. FUCKING me with their tongue. Using their tongue in so many different and surprising ways. Sometimes ways that I expect and love. Sometimes so slowly that I cannot take it. Sometimes with such fervor that my hips grind hard into their face.

To feel them pull me forward so that they can kiss me, again. They want me to taste myself on their mouth and face. I love that. I lick it off of their face. I kiss it and share it between our lips.

My mouth touches theirs in a melting, hot, wet, inviting kiss. The moans and groans between the two of us are growing. We can each feel the electricity between us. The kisses are faster and deeper.

But, then, the kisses might change slightly.

The next kiss is silent, soft, changing the mood. It is slowing down the process. We are almost holding our breath, now. We are both open to slowing down, letting it happen. The arousal flows from mouth to mouth, from skin to skin.

That slower, deliberate arousal after moving a bit faster is well; unexplainable. You have either experienced it or you haven't. I have and I want to experience it again. I need to experience it again.

Letting it happen is the way to FUCKING bliss.

FUCKING should not be forced. (There is that fantasy of being forced, but that is another blog entry, altogether, is it not?)

It must be taken slowly and with a longing. That longing becomes unbearable.

That is when the FUCKING is hard, fast, pounding and deep.

That is when FUCKING helps us to enter another level of the world.

Kisses move us out of our life into the realm of sensuality, but FUCKING is when we can let go and just pound, scream, moan, groan, beg.

Yes, FUCK ME like that. More. Deeper. Go deeper.

I think that you know the feeling. When kissing is not enough anymore, when oral sex puts your body into overdrive, when all you can think of is having him inside of you; putting yourself inside of her, pumping away.

Oh yes. that is how I like it. FUCK ME just like that! Pretty intense, huh? Well, FUCKING can be and should be intense, sometimes.

What do you think?


keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
7/31/2006 8:39 pm

I agree, you need to fuck.

Blog On!

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/1/2006 4:07 pm:
well, then...keithcancook...we do agree on this. excellent! so, do you get to FUCK very much? I hope it is intense and enjoyable, sometimes, if so.


malo6969692 56M

7/31/2006 8:39 pm


sensualgirfriend replies on 8/1/2006 4:03 pm:
malo, gee...i'm not certain that you're yelling at me or just stating the obvious. it's not as easy as just 'going' to get FUCKED. One has to actually have a person to FUCK with.

Do you have a good FUCK from time to time?

I hope you do!


rm_msgdevil12 38M

7/31/2006 10:54 pm

I really dont know what to say here but I thought I would give it a whirl. I am a former Marine and recent college graduate. I served 5yrs active duty 4 overseas and 3 at American Embassies abroad. I enjoy a multitude of activities and usually can have a good time anywhere. I am not sure what else to say so feel free to hit me up anytime, I would like to talk to you and get to know more about you and will send a few pics as soon as I can, i cant load them here for soem reason. I worked as a Marine Security Guard at the American Embassies in New Delhi, India and Warsaw, Poland for 3 years while serving a 5 year tour in the Marine Corps. I have a 2002 Harley Davidson that I love to zip around on when the sun is out and it is 90 degrees. I have my pride and joy to care for as well, my 9 month old boxer puppy whose name is Harley. Take care and hope to talk to you again soon.

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/1/2006 4:06 pm:
oh my goodness...a 9 month old boxer puppy? awwwwww.

you do sound like a stellar guy. thank you for your service to our country. thank you, also for visiting my blog. i hope you come back very soon!

as for your offer...wow!


26 posts
8/1/2006 6:02 am

I would love to be the one who kisses you sensually and sexually stimulates your mind and makes you orgasm again and again. I would love to meet you! I know we would have a great time!

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/1/2006 4:09 pm:
You are just lovely to share your desire. Do...share some more, if you will. Thank you for visiting. Come back very soon!


mikepa27 39M
5 posts
8/1/2006 9:07 pm

we are a lot alike why not meet me? i love the taste, the smel, the touch of having sex with a womam, and must importantly i love to fuck too. let's chat and see where it takes us we live so close it is worth a shot. exchage a pic or two let me help you release some of that pent up angst. i have found that our ages are perfect for really great sex! nookdog27 on IM i am on there now.

rm_verygood269 42M

8/1/2006 10:57 pm

WTF SENSUAL????? YA erased my reply? sheesh!

jk: very fucking good

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/2/2006 6:35 am:
thanks, ya FUCKER.

oscarmeyer1000 38M
7 posts
8/2/2006 12:03 pm

I agree you need to get pounded on and i'm willing to help!!

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/2/2006 3:11 pm:
Hello and thank you for your visit and for reading! You're so kind to be willing to help! Thank you!


p.s. pounded on? hmmmmm. now that's a good hard one, eh?

ck618 61M

8/11/2006 9:44 am

I'm responding, but I'm basically speechless after reading your blog! I hope that I'm lucky enough to share time with a lover as sensual and thoughtful as you. Thanks for sharing with all of us.

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/11/2006 11:52 am:

You're welcome. I do hope that you're lucky enough to share with someone you're in sync with, too.


jay69fun 50M

8/25/2006 12:52 pm

love al th feeling and sense great psot btw anytime you like to fuck contact me

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/25/2006 3:25 pm:
jay69fun, Thank you for the kind compliment and for visiting my blog. Do, come back soon. Thank you also for the offer!


rm_ORB486 56M

8/26/2006 7:34 pm

Ms. SG, RU up for it on the beach at dawn or dusk? Durand Beach while the weather is still livable. Balls slapping as the waves slap the shore.

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/30/2006 5:51 pm:
Love the idea of the beach at dawn or dusk. Let me know when the 'separation' status turns into 'divorce' status and we'll have to talk!


rm_horny4u4143 48M/44F
5 posts
8/27/2006 5:25 am

sesual. i have to agree sometimes it is aout all the foreplay, and ither times it about all of the raw emotions of getting done and done well..talk to you soon

sensualgirfriend replies on 8/30/2006 5:52 pm:
oh YES !

Getting it done and done well.

You said it!!!!


It's been so long!


rm_ORB486 56M

9/6/2006 9:57 pm

Or is fucking a form of making love? Perhaps they are two sides of the same cookie. When you take that bite, it tastes good no matter which side you are looking at...the difference is the texture that touches your taste buds first.

Believe me this is more than 6 degrees of separation. Should be divorce soon, but then I have been assured that by attorneys for 4 years and counting. Control-aholic cannot seem to let go. Who was it who said "You can't make up an empty mind?" In Angela's Ashes. You are missing a good thing by waiting...of course, good things are worth the wait. Ciao Bella.

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/7/2006 3:42 am:
I would agree that fucking is a form of making love, as long as both people connect, it is one of the two sides of the cookie. The one night stand is fucking, only one side of the cookie. With no other times available to savor, to taste, to 'take in' is maybe to experience not waiting until the cookie cools; right out of the oven....it's only fucking. Fucking, as you pointed out, is one side of the same cookie.

Sometimes, it is just wonderful to just let yourself go. Sometimes, everyone needs some special attention and time. It all depends on who and what and when.

Thanks, again for visiting. I do enjoy exploring the mind and how sensuality is such an integral part of life.

Yes, I am missing a lot of nice experiences, now. I know that. There are some days that I wish life could have gone differently. I also know that good things are worth the wait.

I live in hope!

...and so it goes.


rm_ORB486 56M

9/7/2006 1:09 pm

I did not see you at Durand Beach this Dawning. But apparently you were up and writing me an answer. So I accept that as a compliment.
Endeavor to:
Start every day with a full-array love smoothie: combine in a blender sex, laughter, bananas, blueberries, fresh coconut milk, strawberries, a little soy milk (optional), a little coconut meat (to taste and texture), honey (dark is better, buckwheat is best, but taste is the important thing), and a little crushed ice (to temperature, depending on season and taste). Go easy on the soy milk*, as it has been shown to harbor thyroid problems and gender issues in developing hormone systems(and I suspect some effect on adults as well), but otherwise all ingredients are "more the merrier." And research shows prolong life, support health**, and imbue happiness.
Follow it up with excersize you are passionate about, a breakfast you adore, at least a half an hour engaged in a hobby you are passionate about, and work you love. Obviously, you have to start your day early. Use your imagination to see which you can combine. After work, the sky's the limit!
And, yeah, I wish I could have yesterday as a do-over. Never live a day you don't wish you could re-live even better.

Ostensible joke: A woman is at the end of a line of passengers when she gets to the front of the plane and sees that the pilot who has just landed their 747 jumbo jet is a South American Green Parrot, sitting contentedly on the co-pilot's shoulder and nodding to each deboarding passenger. Dumbfounded, the woman opens her mouth to speak but is cut-off by the Parrot who says, "What the fuck are you doing here, Polly?!"

*some even say drink human milk! http://AdultFriendFinder.com=user.viewprofile&friendid=38523607

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/7/2006 2:04 pm:
i haven't been to durand beach since Thursday last. or was it Thursday before Thursday last? I do not recall.

Thanks for the recipe. Sounds lovely, really.


rm_ORB486 56M

9/7/2006 10:37 pm

Well, the system replaced my links to amy madison using her orbs to provide milk for cafe patrons' coffee, info on perils of soy ingestion, and nutritional info on the wonderfruits banana, coconut, and blueberry. To that add avocado (my eight-year-old makes the best restaurant quality guacamole I or his brothers or his teachers have ever tasted), concord grapes, apples, oranges and vegies celery, jicama, carrots and spinach.

Let me know when you want extreme pleasure added to your blender.
Ciao Bella O.>

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/8/2006 8:08 am:
Thanks for visiting!

guacamole-a fav.


rm_ORB486 56M

9/9/2006 3:34 am

BTW, love your areolas.

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/9/2006 5:51 am:
BTW, they aren't mine.

rm_ORB486 56M

9/9/2006 11:31 am

Well, I'm referring to yours, sight unseen then.

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/13/2006 4:30 pm:
well, aren't you just the king of kompliments?


rm_kevin32549 67M
4 posts
9/13/2006 6:27 pm

I think you're on the same wave length about sex as I feel lately, ever since meeting just the right lady. Not just sex any more, but a serious connection of body and mind! So damn good!

sensualgirfriend replies on 9/14/2006 5:52 am:
Wow! Congratulations. Now THAT gives me hope!

Enjoy the ride.

Thank you for visiting!


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