my relaxing day at home..  

seductiveinblack 32F
158 posts
7/14/2005 12:45 am

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my relaxing day at home..


my relaxing, well supposedly relaxing day at home is turning sour cause i have to clean my room and do all sorts of stuff.
im trying to put them off so i dont have tod o it but i know that at the last minute when i want to go to bed my mom would bel ike you didnt do this you didnt do that.. blah blah
((complaining again.. damnit))
my ex emailed me 8 emails in two day, we broke up march - on my birthday. he is still ranting on and on about everything and anything between us, what we were, what we could of been and all of the things that we said taht we would do together, then he signs it off as - I HATE YOU, but i still love you and i hate myself for it. You ruined me and etc etc.
how much does this man complain? i mean i thought I was bad. But I feel horrible that he feels the way that he feels i wish he can find this drop dead beautiful women so he can think about their future and not what our future could of been like. I really would love for that to happen and perhaps one day soon cause his constant flooding of my email inbox is getting a bit too over the top. hes sucha nice guy and i guess i did wreck him huh, i feel like such an asswipe i want to say sorry and for him to feel how sorry i am about everything but all he says to me is that he wont accept it no matter how many times i apologize to him and he may never accept it... then im thinking why is he trying to desperately to keep in contact?
damn, such a gloomsom day i hope that you guys have had a great day anyway, the weather isnt all that great but its not raining im hoping it will tonight so io can get some rest.
bye all, buenos noches.

jonny191 37M

7/14/2005 7:28 am

Damn it Maiko-chan what the am I just makeing time to you


jonny191 37M

7/14/2005 7:38 am

Maiko-chan I am very confused by your actions. I don't know what to think. But I will say this I release you from our agreement you don't have to meet me on Thursday or IM or Call me. In fact I have no idea what is going on between us


cuddleboy69 49M

7/14/2005 8:11 am

Jonny ...
She just finished with one obsessive guy, maybe you can give her some space? Anyway ... she talking about disliking someone else not liking someone else. Why be jelous?


cuddleboy69 49M

7/14/2005 4:08 pm

... on the other hand maybe I don't know the whole story ...


6pkgmn9 67M  
238 posts
7/15/2005 1:22 am

The only one that I have to complain to me about not cleaning..my room..living room..or any room is ME At times wish that there was someone here to give me more incentive to be neater Do a pretty good job but always room for improvement
Maybe you should think about blocking his e-mails...sounds like he is trying to make you as misserable as he is What has happened has happened...been there..
Weather here great nice and hot garden loves it Hope that you get your nice rest though Sounds like you need it. Maybe a shower and massage first??? hint hint...lol...


jonny191 37M

7/15/2005 6:13 pm

nice try gentle men but we worked it out so you are as out of luck as you can be. She and I talked about what happened and we resloved the issue. Better luck next time


BlackSailorMan 51M
79 posts
7/20/2005 7:46 am

More rain = More rest! Guess its an International thing. Oh Gosh, do I remember the Monsoonal rains of Korea during "rainy" season. And the equal torrential rains of Sasebo!


1charlieusa 48M  

7/26/2005 11:12 am

you need another boyfriend... it's no fun chasing the "ex".


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