and the winner is......  

SunnySeepsSadly 46M
10 posts
8/24/2006 7:39 pm
and the winner is......


i was suprised that someone would get it so fast. not that i knew but it was cool to see someone did. thanks tampa.....

i have been in a funk for most of the evening. cant shake the memories sometimes. alot of you in here can relate to what im saying. it is all to new and fresh still.

i want to get out and do something this weekend. but i dont know what yet. i spent the last 5 years with L and it was just us most of the time. it just ended up that way. so my friends list is real short. and they are all married, so i cant drag them out and go "hunting"....lol im not opposed to meeting a woman, just not interested in a relationship at all. i guess that is good and for good reason. i can see why a woman would not be interested in a man that is just freshly divorced, what kind of emotions would surface? i am terrified of what could happen. how am i going to react? what if i just fall apart? man that would suck. trying to impress a woman and then get all weird. oh, and the thought of trying to have sex..... i miss it alot. not so much the sex part, the connection. well no i miss the sex part too. i have almost forgotten what it feels like to be inside a woman. almost...lol thank god for porn and high quality lubricants. well enough of this bad mood.

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