The woman in black!  

scorp77enigma 61M
14 posts
4/29/2005 10:22 am

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The woman in black!


Just a few days before May....and yet another day it rains. I can't seem to get motivated this new year, like I have in previous years. My heart, my soul are locked away in an Oubliette. A dark dungeon....a place of forgetting. And only the lover that I am searching for holds the key to my escape. Why is it more times than not we bond with a certain someone that lives so far away. Is there a certain devine intervention that keeps us from getting into trouble? From finding someone that lives very close. Sometimes a door opens, but the door also closes. But often no one has a choice in the matter. On a rainy day do you ever find yourself lost in thought? A daydream....a reverie of reliving that rainy afternoon that seems like yesterday.
When love making was never so beautiful. When hunger was overpowering. When your mind says I never want to stop, but your body tells your mind to fuck off. And do you remember that woman in black standing by the door? Remember when first you layed eyes her....you got out of the car and looked up the steps. There was chemistry from the first time you saw her. Your first thoughts were.....this could work. But to soon she had to go away. At first the letter's were many, but as time go's by the letters became few, and fewer until that day when they stopped completely. If ever you find yourself making love....and as you look down into that face. And that face takes on a special glow...than that is the moment when you know you've found passion.I still think of her...that woman in black. Well....it was a really small black outfit...grins. Each story has a beginning, and an ending. Remember that when you begin something. But one cannot dwell in the past for long. So hop up on your horse...with sword in hand.....and charge into that new millennium. But still hold in your heart...a place for the woman in black. scorp77

Crimson959 57F

4/29/2005 12:58 pm

All you say is depressing (smiles)in a sense for all you say is true...everything has an ending but it's the beginning that is so rewarding...so fulfilling...but I can only imagine for it is something I have not lived yet...even in my 46 years. I search for what you describe you're searching for...yet I fear finding it in a way...what if I find him...the one that I look down into his face and see that special glow while we are making love...it's a scary thought to think that if you begin something...it will end one day and I can't say that I've ever experienced that during my life...and yes they always seem to live so far...the one you seem to bond with and I believe that everything happens for a reason. As always it's a pleasure to read your post scorp.

Crimson959


1974hardrockerr 43F
2 posts
5/7/2005 8:57 am

you must end one chapter to truly start a new one.

best of luck scorp


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