I have a theory that lack of sex can cause temporary insanity!  

scorp77enigma 61M
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3/9/2006 7:58 am

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3/10/2006 1:34 pm

I have a theory that lack of sex can cause temporary insanity!


I call it my big bang theory! Its a cool...wet and gloomy day outside. I wish it was warm...the sun was shining, and I was out walking in the park. It is the sunshine....a warm breeze blowing through the trees, and fields of yellow flowers that comfort me...taking my mind off desire. Quelling my tormented soul. A poor substitute for the passion that burns inside this body. I do not feel well this day...my head aches. I feel dizzy....and I feel like smashing things with my fists. Today there is no romance inside me. I do not want to make love...nor write love letters...or poems. I just want to satisfy my desires. Raw sex I crave to Quench the lust that flames inside me. Sometimes I let it get the best of me....and it drives me a little mad. I want to relive the memories in my head. I want to see the look on a womans face reflected in a mirror, as I enter her from behind. I want to watch her as she takes me in her mouth. I remember watching a bygone lover orgasm as she stood up against a wall. I got down on my knees for her. I had her jeans , and panties down...and with just a few kisses, and my hot breath she orgasmed just a few inches from my eyes. This woman haunts my mind sometimes in the early morning darkness...in the silent moments of sleep. A woman's body is something of exquisite beauty...and mystery. I can't understand this spell it casts over me. I can't understand how without touch I feel sick inside. What is this sadness that overwhelms me when I see a beautiful woman? Am I but a wild animal today? I need to feed...to devour flesh. And its not even a full moon. I haven't had one of these spells for a while. I kind of hate it when I get one. I am feeling better now. I think writing my thoughts has helped. The rage is passing over, like a cloud passing overhead. Like an early morning fog fading with the light of day. This happens when I exercise...eat healthy, and take vitamins. Well at least I didn't foam at the mouth this time. I feel like standing on the bed beating my chest...yelling like a madman as I look down at your naked body. I want to swing on the ceiling fan just before I do a triple summersault landing on top of you. My backwards flip I call the old 69. Last time I came out too soon, only doing a 2 and 1/2 hitting the bed post. And now I can't seem to find my right testicle. Oh...but it will show up one of these days. You who read these words....do I not prove my theory correct? Just by what I have written.

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