sassyangel2006 52F
84 posts
5/28/2006 4:50 am

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5/28/2006 10:20 pm


Just recently, in the last few days, i have been having a lot of nightmares. And sometimes as i'm waking from them, i feel as if it is really happening - in that i cant tell fact from fiction, thinking that what i have dreamed about has really happened. It leaves me shakey and disorientated and i dont quite know why the nightmares have increased over the last few days.

The other night i dreamt that a man broke into my house in the dead of night, and entered my bedroom holding a knife. i was so terrified i couldnt even scream, my voice was frozen. And when i woke it was dark i was disorientated and i couldnt think if it was real or not.

I was absolutely scared out of my wits i was crying and shaking and i felt so alone. i had to search the whole house to make sure it was not true. I dont have a landline, and it makes me think i should carry my cellphone to bed just in case it does happen.

but my dreams have not just been about physical threat. Things from my past have been haunting me recently...things that should be well laid to rest, that keep popping into my subconcious and my dreams have been confusing and frightening...they haunt me even in my waking hours...and the frequency of them recently is quite alarming.

perhaps i am feeling very alone, perhaps i have not laid past demons to rest, perhaps i am holding worry in my heart that i dont realise...even today i had a nap and had terrible dreams... waking i tried to shake them, slipped back into a doze and the dream continued...i hope it stops soon, its making me uneasy and frightened, and i dread sleep for the dreams it brings.

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/50F
9753 posts
5/28/2006 5:18 am

IT helps talking about it, but you may want to go see a counselor. Sounds like something in the real world is troubling you and you need to get it out.

Big hug,

Purry {=}


NiceGuyMush 47M

5/28/2006 8:06 pm

Hugs and cuddles Sassy that sounds very troubling

Sounds like you need a Knight in "Shining Armour" to fight some demons.

I'm sure there are some around if you look in the right places...

Ahh but of course... try the yellow pages!

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