Decided  

samuraiprincess 50F
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6/10/2005 10:09 pm

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Decided


I got a message from a person the other day. That a person found a good partner in here. That means not swing partner. Yes he found(met) a good lady. He and she and I had chat sometimes in here and cheer up to each other because we had same things about what looking for. Then he met to a lady and they had good communicate while and then real meet.

He and that a lady said spent really good days. I was glad when I heard that a story from them. Then they had commit each other and promised delete their profile from here. That a guy and lady told me about that and then I said "Good luck and good bye". Then I saw their profiles and both profiles were "deleted" already. They were wonder about me but I said "Don't worry, I am okay. Please share and care each other and grow up your wonderful relationship".

Then I was thinking about myself and then I thought here is very easy to get(meet, make) to friends(and other things too). But I am not looking for games. I wrote, "I was a little bit shock" on my last blog. But it was not shock thing. It is very natural in here. So I think I have to leave from here and then join at serious minded website if I still want to looking for. So I decided will leave from this website in near future.

I just want to thanksful for people who talked and wrote me. It was really enjoy and I was glad I could talk to a lot of people.

I think I will join to this website until about end of June or a little early than end of June. I am not feel so sad about I couldn't find(meet) to a special because it was just unlucky. I just go to positive in my life from now on too. So, "samuraiprincess" will gone but I AM still alive

Well, I will ready to go work.

June 11th, 14: 09 updated (Japan time)

samuraiprincess 50F

6/14/2005 11:57 pm

Hi japantiger,

Thank you for your warm comment about my decided.
Yes I decided leave from this website about end of June.
It is not sad thing... just go to get my dream(smile)

Yes I know many people have a few profiles in here...
But I think it is okay rules in here,
have many kind of profile, lie, cheat...
because here is looking for play game partner(s) website.

But I was glad because I met to good people.
It was so much to me, I could talk to girls.
Oh it means not I am a lesbian, understand??(haha)

I think all people are become lonely or feel so blue sometimes.
And many people are looking for play games and
many people are just re-flesh themselves.

It was enjoy I talked to many good people when I was blue.
But you know, I am not just have enjoy meet to many people...
Just looking for one.

So I think I will leave from here end of this month.
But it means not join to another website.
I will just concentrate for a person while or long time, maybe?(smile).

If I am lives in my home town Tokyo,
I never use online meeting website because I know why.
I needed to help, looking for a good person on the Internet
because here is not have chance...

I promise you, I will not give up of my dream.
Just go to positive in my life from now on too and after leave from here

Thank you so much for your kind and I hope you have a wonderful life!

samuraiprincess


samuraiprincess 50F

6/15/2005 1:17 am

Hi japantiger,

Thank you for your warm comment.
Yes I decided leave from this website about end of June.
It is not sad thing... just go to get my dream at somewhere(smile)

Yes I know many people have a few profiles in here.
And have a fun looking for play games.
But I think it is okay rules in here,
who has many different profile, lie, cheat...
because here is looking for play game partner(s) website, right?
But I am not like a people so I just think,
I was glad when I had enjoy chatting with good people.

You know, I am not just have enjoy meet to "many" people.
Just looking for one.
So I think that a person who has same mind with me is not in here.

I think if I was lives in my home town Tokyo,
I never use online meeting website because I know why.
I needed to help, looking for a good person on the Internet
because here is not have chance.

I promise you, I will not give up of my dream.
I believe that a person who I am looking for,
He also looking and waiting for me in somewhere(smile)
So I will go to positive in my life from now on too and after leave from here.

I am a little sad I couldn't find a special person in here.
But I understand why.

Well japantiger,
Thank you so much for your kind and I hope you have a wonderful life!

samuraiprincess


cuddleboy69 49M

6/16/2005 9:33 am

Sam,

It's sad you can't find what you are looking for. But I think you are right that maybe this isn't the right place. But actually ... can't you stay anyway . You can still make friends here and people here can share ideas more openly than in other places maybe. You can still find the more serious relationships elsewhere?

Ok I admit it, I'm just being totally selfish! I just like reading your blog . And it was nice to chat with you that one time, too bad we didn't bump into each other again ...

Also actually for me it's nice to have more interesting people around ... who aren't just looking for sex. (I'm not trying to pretend I'm nice or innocent guy ... or that I'm not interested in that ... but this is still true).

Yours selfishly,
Cuddles


samuraiprincess 50F

6/17/2005 6:53 pm

Hi cuddleboy69,

Thank you for your warm comments.
Yes I can not find a special someone in here.
But I think it will be at somewhere(smile)
It was really enjoy when I chat with good people in this website.
But it will come over soon and then I go to next step(place).

Let's be happy each other.
I do hope your happy and I will do my best too

sam


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