when Your not here  

sakura_pasadena 31F
4 posts
4/6/2006 10:08 am

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9/12/2006 10:09 pm

when Your not here

I'm sitting here patiently.
Watching the clock.
I hate the days when you go into the office.
This house is so quiet without you.
This house is so alive with you.
I'm alive when I'm with you.
I'm empty when I'm not.
I miss you on these days.
I miss the smile that comforts me.
I miss the laugh that makes me feel warm.
I miss the temper that excites me.
I miss the hand holding mine that makes me feel safe.
I miss the way you look into my eyes and make me want to surrender.
I miss the direction that makes sure I don't fuck up.
I miss the understanding you some how always have with me.
If kelly sees this she's going to laugh at me and tell me I'm fixating again.
That never bothered you.
You seemed to understand that about me from the first time we talked.
Its freaky the way you can just look inside of me.
You do a better job explaining how I'm feeling than I do.
I still don't understand how someone can do that but you do.
You give me things I never understood I needed.
You help me understand things I thought I already understood.
When your not around me now I feel afraid of things.
But this is good.
This reminds me why you mean so much to me.
This reminds me why I love you so much.
This reminds me why I sit here patiently waiting and watching the clock.

rm_HDWoody1 44M
65 posts
4/8/2006 10:10 pm

Very Deep
See Ya,

SirMounts 102M

4/23/2006 7:06 am

Very beautiful, sakura_pasadena.
Welcome to blogging. *smiling*

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