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Man there are some unbelieveably goregeous women here. Most I could only dream of being with. I'm telling you, the kind of women I have always pictured in my fantasies but not as a reality.
Since I am involved and not looking for anything serious I am sure that is a deterent for any female. I can understand how hard it is to be emotionally detached for a woman when engaging in any form of intercourse or orgasm raising stimulation. I feel bad in a way for even being on this site because of the emotional turmoil that a sexual encounter could cause. Obviously not bad enough though, I mean, here I am right? Horny as a teenage school boy exploring all of the pictures of beautiful women that are looking for the same. Not knowing how far I could actually take myself through a proposition if it was to present itself. But man I feel like I can't take this lack of sexual contact and have to find a way to express what I dream of.
Don't mistake my intentions, I love my girlfriend, but due to bad sexual experiences she had before meeting me (as a child) she does not see sex the same way. After hearing her tell what happened to her I understand why she is not easily stimulated. It's almost a bad thing to her and no matter how good the sex has been she is still not easy to stimulate. Even when I do get her in the mood the sex is fantastic for both of us (I ask to ensure she has been pleased, if not I go back to work). Usually for the woman more than I, since I like to spend so much time making sure the "pudding is mixed". It really is the womans orgasm that is most stimulating for me, if she is not enjoying herself then I have a hard time being in the right state of mind. I prefer to think of it as more of an experience than just sex.
I also like a good hard fuck once in a while too, but the woman has to be properly stimulated first in order to be enjoyable for me. I don't like dry painful sex, it just doesn't do anything for me. I would rather crank one off to porn before bothering with a woman that has not been stimulated to the proper level.
Anyway, thanks for reading, I just needed to vent a bit before looking at more beautiful women.