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To write down all your innermost thoughts for someone else to read is, to me at least, a strange concept indead. So it is with some suprise that i find myself, this night doing exactly that.
The reasons for my doing so are not,at this moment, entairly clear to me. Pharhaps there is somthink held in the notion that beacause I so rerly communicate these fellings, that voicing them to anyone who would care to listen, will in someway help me better understand them myself. Perhaps i am merly indulgeing the more suspect notin that my thoughts are of any consiquence or importance what so ever.
There are also, i feel, questions raised by my actions tonight:
-Will my archiving my thoughts and feelings, aid me in my struggle for understanding?
And -How long can i keep writing in this way?