finding love  

romanticshadow04 31M
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4/20/2005 1:57 am

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4/27/2007 5:57 pm

finding love

love is a hard thing to find. that's the problem. some people never seem to realize that you got to search for it. love isn't given to you.
if it was, people would never learn to appreciate love. what i don't understand is why a person like me seems cursed to be alone. turning 20 today and i've yet to be invovled in a relationship. of course the first thing that comes to people's mind is "am i gay?"
no i'm not gay!!! it's a little hard to find relationships. that's it. few woman know i'm the real deal. yet they chose not to take me. others see me as a fake. just using the usual "Nice Guy" scam.
well what if i was the real deal? what if i was evey woman's dream? they turn me down before i ever am even givin a chance to prove myself.
if this is the case, i could care less. i know i'm not alone when i say that i've never experienced love, i've never had the feel of a loved ones touch. and i'm fine with that.
the only thing i can say is that a guy like me is a rare thing. so few of us out there, i feel like an endangered species. and the more and more we get left with the shit from the last guy.....the fewer and fewer in numbers we decline too. i'd hate to think that i would be alone. but if that's my fate, so be it. i'd much rather take my core values and the love in my heart to the grave, than share it with a careless and neglegant "lover".


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