thoughts from kitty  

rm_zwarte37 54M/53F
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9/14/2005 9:40 pm

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thoughts from kitty

As a first actual meeting approaches, I wonder how things will go. I have approached this with caution and some anxiety, having been totally faithful for 19 years, it will be strange to have someone else touch me. He has been with someone else since we decided to try this, I haven't. And searching through all the possibilities has made me wonder if it's not too much temptation. When I see some "single" guys responding to a profile looking for a couple, I think about the honesty level of some. I feel trusting of the couple we will meet with soon and know that it is just the beginning. I know that I can trust my husband too, which was an issue in the past. He won't do anything without us both agreeing to it, and I wouldn't do anything without his knowing. We have come a long way and I love him so much, he truly is the love of my life. It wasn't easy deciding that this would be ok, goes against eveything I believe in. Yet, there is some strange kind of excitement in being with others. And I guess the prospect of having actual friends is a definite plus.

hotiowastud2 53M

9/17/2005 6:21 am

I hope your meeting goes well and relax and have fun. Having your husband's support is awesome!

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