bang bang bang my baby shot me down  

rm_ze_be_dee 29F
47 posts
11/13/2005 4:12 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

bang bang bang my baby shot me down

the ex came over and so we talked but came to no conclusion whatsoever.oh well * shrug* honestly,i rather be in this ambiguous limbo than not have him anymore.he left soon after,no kisses no nothing,its not like it doesnt hurt but if he did show any affection,then it'll just screw things up further.

took a nap cos i felt so drained,emotionally.then woke up and went to meet,lets just call him X.we had coffee,smoked a little and he was a pleasant guy and i really needed an outlet,plus he was quite a turn on,so i agreed to go over to his place.(dont get me wrong,i like sex,its something natural to me but i dont sell myself cheap.if i dont think theres any chemistry between me and the other party,i wont ever want to have any sexual romp with apologies bout that i'm afraid.)

he said he wanted to take a quick shower and asked if i wanted to join him,since i showered before going out i declined.i'm not much of a shower sex person anyways,i always think of myself knocking into some row of shampoo bottles-->very painful,very unglam haha.
so he said he had a box of toys next to the bed and said i could amuse myself with thats something! i was like 0_o hmmm wtf,playboy mansion?! hahah but hey,i dint mind.took off everything apart from my bra and i picked a nice purple dildo and had some fun with it.hadnt had a dildo for a while so it took a lil while getting used to fucking myself,kinda surreal really but when i came it felt so dran good that i din even notice that he was quietly watching for half the time!omg he even took a pic,hahah.
then he came over and licked me up,dripping cum and all.
shit this guy is good at oral sex so i had my hopes up when he was going to fuck me.but WTF he was really quite off.shant elaborate,we all have our off days and he did a good job blowing me.thus i dint want to mention his name,he's a good guy really.

politely declined his invitation to dinner and i went back home for a good hearty meal.sigh,pure simple love is complicated.i'll find a way about it hopefully.

adultfriendlee2 40M
64 posts
11/13/2005 10:07 pm

Hi ze be dee,

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Hope to hear from u soon....

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eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
11/14/2005 3:16 am

Hmmm ... seems you have already found a way around it

rm_boredsg25 38M

11/14/2005 7:51 am

nice way around sad things enjoy

adultfriendlee2 40M
64 posts
11/14/2005 4:38 pm

Hi ze be dee,

I hope to chat u online...

Hope to hear from u soon....

Sorry I can't send u personal email cos i'm only a standard member...

Kangaroe 30M

11/17/2005 12:42 am

Damn girl i would love to lick your pussy ..i would eat it ..

special_john2 39M
16 posts
11/19/2005 2:10 am

i wish to chat with you but Sorry I can't send u personal email cos i'm only a standard member...

dark_shadow86 30M
14 posts
2/8/2006 7:54 pm

sad, I have just broken with my gf too anyway, can we be friend? pls mail me at AdultFriendFinder

rm_wai199 46M
15 posts
2/21/2006 11:02 pm

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rm_andy001200 37M
2 posts
4/14/2006 6:23 am

Hi, ze be dee.
Hope can chat with u or meet u directly than have some fun.
Feel free to contact?

91847095 50M
2 posts
11/11/2006 6:50 am

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