I'm a Loner  

rm_yukonpaul 51M
35 posts
4/4/2006 10:17 am

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I'm a Loner

Ever since I could remember, I have been attracted to stories of Apocalypse and survival. Some movies that I like are: Waterworld, The Postman, Red Dawn, and Lord of the Rings. I also like books with that theme in them. Mostly fantasy-adventure. I always imagined myself surviving by using what I find in abandoned shops after most people are dead. That may be morbid, but that's my imaginations.

In my real life, I have always been a loner. I ran away from home for a day when I was 15. Not because of a bad domestic situation, because of my peers in school. I hated high school! When I went to college, I went to a school in northern Minnesota (I was raised in Illinois). My first job after college was in Elko, Nevada. I lived for a dozen years in Spokane, Washington. Even when I moved to Phoenix, Arizona to be closer to family, I stopped talking to them for over three years.

If I'm a loner, what am I doing here at AdultFriendFinder? I'm not really sure. I probably know the answer, but am afraid to be honest with myself.

rm_1SweetBitch 55F
8575 posts
4/4/2006 10:41 am

You are on here because you can have contact with others but it is through a monitor. You could also be on here because you are damn horny after all these years of being a loner lol

No Day Is So Bad It Can't Be Fixed With Great Sex!

1 SweetBitch

rm_yukonpaul replies on 4/4/2006 10:48 am:
Yeah, I'm safe at home. Funny thing is, I'm not very horny - I have a very low libido.

pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

4/4/2006 11:15 am

You are here because you have something to say and to make friends.

rm_yukonpaul replies on 4/5/2006 7:30 pm:
I know that I definitely have something to say!

pet_humility 48F

4/4/2006 12:08 pm

We as humans thrive on human contact. Wether it
be touch or vocal or just written words. Just cause
we are lonely, don't mean we absolutely need someone
by our side to feel unlonely..

rm_yukonpaul replies on 4/5/2006 7:32 pm:
That is true. Thanks

534 posts
4/4/2006 2:04 pm

You are on this site for communication...everyone needs it...and yes I got picked on in school also...I could tell you my nicknames in grade school..LOL ~D~

rm_yukonpaul replies on 4/5/2006 7:35 pm:
I doubt anyone didn't get teased in school. Of course, as they say, hindsight is 20/20.

rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
4/7/2006 4:40 pm

Did ya ever hit Fankie Doodle's? Yes I lived in Spokane too Fairchild A.F.B.

rm_yukonpaul replies on 4/7/2006 7:57 pm:
No, never did. I worked for Zip Trip - several different stores. Riverfront Park and the Centennial Trail were my favorites. Loved Zip's burgers!

bardicman 50M

3/8/2007 6:18 pm

Honestly Paul, I think you are here because it is safe. You crave some attention but this way it is not quite as personal and if you get ridiculed or rejected then it wasnt by a real person anyway. Just some words on a screen.

I could be wrong and I am not making a bad accusation at you. I just know how I felt when I first started here. Then I realized that alot of the people on this part of this website are very real and very sincere and I started coming out my shell and found it possible to once again reach out and embrace others and not be a loner.

I am not dead yet

rm_talldarkavg1 105M
10172 posts
7/16/2007 7:02 am

The best time to question your behavioral motivations is if you are unhappy or making others unhappy. We are all able to improve if we are off-course a tad.

Of course, there is another possibility, maybe you were probed by 27 aliens wearing Hillary Clinton masks. Anybody would be people shy after that.

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