I ain't a hero that's for sure!  

rm_youngwoods 30M
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4/9/2006 11:16 pm

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4/10/2006 12:30 pm

I ain't a hero that's for sure!

I have never typed a serious blog entry such as the one I am typing. I'm not one to air my dirty laundry, but I suppose this is an exception I can make. I have been feeling so much sadness for someone that I deeply care about. The matter is not my own, but this problem is killing (not literally) a girl I care so much about. This is yet another piece of major emotional baggage that this girl has brought with her. I suppose the dilemma here is that I have realized the toll this girl's problems have taken on me for over more than a year. The stress,the sleepless nights, the continuous searching of solutions to her problems, and not to mention major DOWN TIME. This kind of down time is not good. I have seen other girls as well, but usually part ways after a while because they too are girls with so many crazy situations in their lives. I find myself wondering if there is a woman out there that for once, I feel I don't have to save. Am I being selfish? Damn....I'm really not sure right now.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
4/10/2006 12:01 am

Nope, it's not selfish, at least not in my book. It can be very difficult though, especially when you have real feelings for them

gud luck

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