SO IS THIS ALL THERE IS ?  

rm_wolfstar70 65M
2 posts
8/11/2006 3:09 pm
SO IS THIS ALL THERE IS ?


AND AS WE GET OLDER IT SOMETIMES SEEMS IT IS. I CALL MYSELF MR CELLOPHANE, BECAUSE EVRYBODY JUST LOOKS STRAIGHT THRU ME.
I OFTEN FEEL THAT ON THE ESCALATOR OF LIFE, EVERYBODY ELSE IS ON THE UP AND I'M THE ONE WHO IS GOING DOWN GETTING BATTERED BY THE ONES COMING UP.

DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE THIS?

I DO FEEL BETTER THAT I HAVE NOW ACCEPTED I AM IN DEBT UP TO MY NECK AND THAT I HAVE HANDED ALL MY DEBTS OVER TO A COMPANY, WHO WILL NOW DEAL WITH ALL MY OUSTANDING MONIES. I JUST WONT GET CREDIT EVER AGAIN. NOT A BAD THING THOUGH, SEEING AS I AM ON BENEFIT FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS.

STILL ITS THE WEEKEND (AGAIN) AND I AM OFF TO SEE MY PARENTS IN WILLESDEN. THEY FEED ME AND GIVE ME MONEY, BUT ALREADY THAT HAS BEEN TAKEN CARE OF BY DEBTS.

I WONDER WHAT TOMORROW WILL BRING.

moonlightphoenix 45F
6508 posts
8/11/2006 3:32 pm

WOW. Painful. I really hope things look up for you. Sincerely.


phoenix639 49F

8/11/2006 3:46 pm

When we reach rockbottom though, the best of it is all we can do is arise.


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