rm_willieD1966 50M
6 posts
6/28/2006 9:44 am

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6/29/2006 11:13 am


im minding my own business and i get a phone call from my ex wife. im up at my closed restaurant tying up loose ends and SHE calls. All she wants is to go to lunch, a simple goodbye lunch. U see im leaving Enid after 7.5 yrs. Why is she calling? I was the single worst thing to ever happen to her. at least that is what she told me 2 yrs ago. am i just in a extermly fragial state of emotions right now or do i really miss her this much. I never cried when we broke up it was freedom from a sexually repressive marrige it was freedom from constant bitchin about everthing. why now am i upset, a wave of emotion why? this is not conducive to finding another woman i know. u gals want a strong stable man that has all his ducks in a row. well i just found out that my emotional duck is out of step. this is healthy cause i have suppressed these feeling for too long. It just goes to show u that when u think all is well, life has a way of showing u that ur fly is open.

nurse19673 48F
475 posts
6/29/2006 8:04 am

VERY WELL PUT!!! You are definately heading in the right direction. The blogging is very good therapy!

Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

rm_tulsakiss 58F

12/14/2006 9:06 pm

Man, those pesky feelings! Mine are always popping up just when I think I've dealt with them!
Seriously though, let that stuff out when it needs to come out.
Its hard to predict triggers.
Thats a lot of loss-a marraige, a business.
And fear-a whole new life...a great thing BUT scary.
Its not having the feelings, its how you deal with them and if you ever do...coz they will keep coming back until you do.

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