143... Believe In It... I still do...  

rm_unlistedone 65M
3832 posts
1/3/2006 9:57 am

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143... Believe In It... I still do...

Never give up believing in love.

1- 4- 3... means "I love you."

Someone who I loved, and still love, and will always love, would write these numbers down on the letters, and envelopes she mailed to me. At first I didn't understand and asked her. She said,"Silly, it means 'I love you.'"

I felt stupid.

The next letter was signed under her name with,
"143,wamhasfaf." It only took a second to figure it out.

It's been 35 years, 3 months, 22 days, since I last saw that phrase on a letter. And I still love her. wamhasfaf...

Believe in love... I do,... and will always.

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
1/3/2006 10:06 am

Aw, yes I do too, that was sweet. Thank you.

tillerbabe 55F

1/3/2006 10:47 am

I really like this....

angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
1/3/2006 11:11 am

I believe in love too! And there are many kinds of love.....! But, call me stupid.... but I can't figure out the wamhasfaf part! Sorry, but please transilate.

_Safira 53F
11260 posts
1/3/2006 11:12 am

1-4-3, Unlisted. Thanks for being here. *gentle hugs*

This is my blog - Comes With Warning Labels. There are many like it, but this one is mine.

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Theflinkychick 105F

1/3/2006 4:51 pm

LOL, I am with Angelofmercy... I can't figure the letters out either! I am sure I will be smacking my forehead and saying "duh!" when I understand but I need help first!

Not all who wander are lost.

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
1/3/2006 10:51 pm


With all my heart and soul forever and forever...

Thank you friends, old and new, who thought to comment on this one. It was a quiet little post that, well, that has and does stay in my mind everyday. She is the inspiration behind most of my older poetry... and some of the new, also.

If anyone were to ever ask if it's possible to love more than one, my answer is absolutely.

There are levels, measures, and depths of love. You can find yourself with many different people in many of these measures. Some, well, some are just the deepest.

Have a beautiful day, unlisted

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
1/5/2006 1:50 am

(And he walks away singing to himself, and to no one in particular... "A Boy Named Charlie Brown." by Rod McKuen.)

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
1/6/2006 12:26 am

Thanks Polly, and I'm glad to see you back in blogland. You were missed, my friend.

Yes, there is faith and hope here, Polly... but not without a lot of pain. She was the lady I searched for in Filling In the Blanks... . If you want to know about her, I think I'm ready to write it. It's taken me this long to understand...

To be honest, I still miss her. No, it's more than miss. It's an empty void. She was a light, a fire, a passion.

papyrina 51F
21133 posts
1/6/2006 11:40 am


I'm a

i'm here to stay

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
1/6/2006 9:50 pm

Same to you, Papy... thanks. "143" (I think somehow, somewhere, she would smile, if she were to see these numbers being used again.)

CrashnBern 58F

5/19/2006 8:58 am

Knowing that love is still out there for me..somewhere has kept me going in times of desperation and years of being alone... knowing it will happen again. thanks 143 to whoever you are in my future

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
5/19/2006 8:51 pm

CrashnBern... welcome to my small home here in blogland. It's nice to have you here.

Knowing love is still there has kept me sane and looking forward to the future, also. You just have to believe. I read your profile. What a dynamic person you are! I look forward to reading your blog. hug, unlisted

clitalicious67 49F

5/20/2006 9:03 pm

I have seen that before but didn't know what it meant...thanks..C~


5/23/2006 7:01 am

I'm glad you decided to continue to blog.. You give hope and inspiration and just a beautiful soul.
wooohooooo and I finally know what 143 means.. that is awesome

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

rm_unlistedone 65M
2718 posts
5/24/2006 11:02 pm

C... you're most welcome. hugs...

MrsMuff... Thank you for such kind compliments. You turn my head!
I hope my writing does help and provide at least a little hope, every now and then.

And yeah, 143 is pretty awesome. It has meant a lot to me over the years... and has always brought a smile to me. It's kinda nice to see it being used here in blogland, and knowing what a special person first wrote it those many years ago. Have a wonderful week, hug, unlisted

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