"Another night, Saturday night, and I'm losing"  

PayerTrapsMiser 49M
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9/5/2005 9:07 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

"Another night, Saturday night, and I'm losing"

I just realized that I'm "the dirty little secret".. What this amounts to is that the few people who do want to see me/spend time with me do so only really really late at night. When no one else is up or available to hang out. So, I'm the secret and I'm the last called. Wow. I'm not sure how I feel about that right now. Be nice to be claimed in broad daylight, though. I mean, I love the quiet and the cuddles and the occasional playtime, but I start to feel like an afterthought. I'm available a lot and all my friends know it, so I guess they know that I'll still be around when they get to me. *sigh*
It's times like this when I really start to wish for a serious relationship. That feeling of kinship and companionship that doesn't just sidle off to the sidelines after all the toys are put away. Well, I'll just be sitting here playing Diablo II and wondering why I didn't go buy a 6 pack of Mike's before now.


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