Sniffles gone for now...  

rm_trulydivyn 53F
98 posts
5/31/2005 9:41 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Sniffles gone for now...

I'd like to thank everyone for their support in my emotional upheaving tirade of late! I know I'm not alone in my battle of self will and self awareness, and your comments confirm what I've known all along! I truly appreciate each and every one of your notes of encouragement, the ones that are gentle, and the one's that are meant to kick my ass and open my eyes...thanks!

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't find gratitude for all of the experiences (good and bad) that life has tossed in my direction. I'm the kind of woman that will always bounce back and do whatever it takes to survive and make the world a better place, even if it's only in my little world...

I strive to remember each and every morning to be grateful I woke up and have another opportunity to find peace from within, to seek a higher level of meaning, to ask for forgiveness of those whom I'm not happy with, and pray for sincerity in my request for forgiveness, because I really wanna mean it! I do! I'm not sure I'm ever going to ask to forget, because each of my personal experiences has taught me and made me a better person. No matter how hard the test is, I know the end result will be what it's supposed to be, not necessarily what I want it to be, or think it should is what it is...

I'll go to bed tonight alone again, but with a different frame of mind than the one I almost let get the better of me today...sure, it's okay to cry, it's okay to throw a mental tantrum, it's okay to feel the need to unload all of it on a silly blog that thousands of people can read and will think you're absolutely NUTZ! There's no doubt in my mind that it's okay!

Good night everyone! Until tomorrow, and the saga continues...

HughJarse2000 47M

6/1/2005 7:01 am

Hey again x

It's a great comfort for all of us out here just to know that you are as messed up as we are, or have been

I read your posts and say to myself. She's nailed that feeling again. And it takes me right back to my lessons I have learned.

It's cool. Really it is. And it's only life after all.

problklover 53M/F

6/2/2005 9:29 pm

You are a fighter. Just hang in there. It will workout for you. When you have friends you are never truly alone. Give thanks for the little things and you will find that you are and will be rewarded in the end. We all love you and we all feel the same way one way or another. Sweet dreams

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