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Well, I've never really did the whole "blog" thing before. Guess I'd just like to use this as sort of a journal. So what do I have to say. Well, I used to be a memeber of this site. And then I met the most wonderful woman I have ever known on this very site. I got back on here and saw the section where they had AdultFriendFinder success stories. I suppose you could say our story was a success. I have always been a little leery of the whole internet dating scene. But I was tired of the whole bar scene and found that most women are way too superficial and shallow and wouldn't give me a chance once they met me in person. So I figured "what the hell" and went on-line. That way I could talk to women and let them get to know the real me, who I am on the inside, then maybe they would get to know me and like me and not be so quick to dismiss me once we actually met. I tried other sites first but the women I met were not as open-minded as I would have liked and I wasn't having much luck. Then I came accross AdultFriendFinder. I figured that yeah, I was looking for a serious, long-term relationship, but maybe, if these women on here were willing to do things like have nude photos on there profiles and stuff like that, then they must be open-minded and a little wild and might actually be into a guy like me. After a couple weeks, I came accross a profile. No nude photos, but a face shot of a woman with the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. Obviously a "glamour shot" so I knew that this wasn't the way this woman looked everyday, but you can't just "fake" having eyes like that. And she was relatively close to my area and also looking for a long-term relationship (which surprised me, cause I came to this site mainly looking for miss "right now" instead of miss right). So I sent her an e-mail. And unlike the dozens of women I sent e-mails to, she actually e-mailed me back. We e-mailed back and forth for about a week and decided to meet. I went to her house. We just hung out, talked, and watched a movie. She was in the process of moving, so the only furniture she had was her kitchen table and chairs and her bed. So we layed in bed while we watched the movie. About half way through the movie, she took my hand, asking if that was ok (like I would say no to that). After the movie, we just kind of layed together cuddling and stuff and she asked if I could spend the night. Now at first, I thought she just wanted to lay there cuddling and fall asleep. But hey, that would have been cool with me. It was more attention than I had had in longer than I could remember, so I said "hell yeah, I'll stay if ya want me to".
As it turns out, she had more than just "cuddling" on her mind. that is something I found out pretty quickly. We started rubbing and grinding against each other. Then the kissing started. Her clothes were very soft and loose, so it was very easy for me to ease one of her tits out of her shirt. I imedediately started to kiss, lick and suck her beautiful nipple. By then I knew that I was gonna get lucky, but there was still a part of me that thought she might go cold at any moment (I have always thought that if something seemed too good to be true, it usually was). But no. She took her shirt off and climbed on top of me. Our kissing quickly became more intense and passionate. I undid the buttons on my shirt and she went to work on my chest and nipples (god, I fuckin' LOVE that!). We rolled over on our sides, facing each other. Then she started un-doing my belt. It was too tight and she was having trouble. So I thought "oh shit, what if she gets frustrated and just gives up", so I got that belt un-done in about a millisecond. She started stroking my cock, then I knew for sure that this was going all the way. She slid my pants off, kissed down my chest and stomach and then took my rock-hard dick into her hot, wet mouth. Ahhh, DAMN! She was so good! Then I decided it was time to get serious, so I told her to wait a minute while I got a condom out of my pants pocket. I sat on the edge of the bed and got my pants off the floor while she sat behind me, naked, reaching around and playing with my cock. She couldn't wait to have me inside her. After what seemed like an eternity, I got my jimmy-hat on and rolled on top of her and she guided me into her tight, hot pussy. I fucked her like it was my last day on earth. I remember how gorgeous her plump, curvy body looked beneath me. How her body quivered, and rippled, and shook as I built up speed and fucked her harder with every stroke. That look of tense extasy on her face as my dick pounded her pussy, her lips tight, her eyes closed. Moaning and writhing under my weight. I came so hard that I'm surprised I didn't blow a hole right through the end of that condom.
So afterwards, we fell asleep together. That was about 8 months ago. For a while, everything was perfect. We got along great, never fought, always had fun together, were very comfortable with each other, and the sex just got better and better. We were both very "experimental" in bed.
Into just about everything. Then, about 6 months into the relationship, she confessed to me that she still had felings for her ex-husband (who she had just divorced about 5 or 6 months before we met). So we decided to take some time apart so she could figure things out. We have since started seeing each other again and have been hanging out and having "fun" again, but I know she is not over her ex. However, she tells me that she knows he will not come back to her, and he lives like 2000 miles away now (cheated on her and ran off with another woman, which is why they got divorced in the first place). So we are trying to work things out, and I truly hope we can because she is a one of a kind type of woman. But I am starting to think that things just might not work out, that maybe her issues with her ex aren't the only problems, that she just doesn't love me or isn't really attracted to me. So I'm just back here looking, trying to prepare myself if she leaves me, lay the ground work for another relationship, or at least make some more friends (hopefully the kind with benefits) because she has turned me into a straight-up sex fiend and I don't ever want to be alone and left wanting again.
So that's my AdultFriendFinder experience so far. An "almost" success story. And who knows, maybe we will work through our issues and stay together and you won't see me here much longer. But for now, I guess I'm just looking for people to talk to, make some more friends, and maybe, if things don't work out with me and her, maybe one of those "friends" will become something more. So if anyone wants to talk, I'm Tromaholic, feel free to drop me a line.