The more things change, the more they stay the same  

rm_tradeandplay 47M/53F
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7/29/2005 7:38 pm

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The more things change, the more they stay the same

Went today to see my old fuck buddy, the one I fondly mentioned in my last entry here. I haven't seen him in about 6 months. So much has changed since then. He got married, to a possessive, stupid woman. I had my stroke, he had a heart attack, it seems the whole world has changed. When he had the heart attack, he stopped breathing for about 20 minutes. I knew at the time......that long without oxygen to the brain........he'll never again be the same. So seeing him today, I was watching to judge just how extensive the damage to his brain is. Even through my brain damage, I could see that his is very bad. Standing there on the sidewalk in front of his house, I had to accept that I had been right......he is a very different person. My heart broke. When the evidence of that heartbreak spilled over and started dripping down my cheeks, he pulled me close in a one-armed hug and whispered in my ear "don't cry". Wow! The feeling of his breath on my cheek, and my breasts pressed against his chest made me weak in the knees. We have both changed so drastically, but no matter how much has changed, he can still melt me with a touch. That part remains the same.

Philosophy_N_Sex 49M/47F

7/29/2005 9:58 pm

The changes life brings. Eventually you will adapt to this as you have so many tiems before. I wish I had a magic wand to make things status que for you!

best wishes always

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