My Halluci"nation"  

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12/4/2005 2:16 pm

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My Halluci"nation"


Spend everyday
Erasing the pain of memory
Staring at my blank slate
The emptyness of my life
The eraser worn down
Leaving me cold
Lifeless
Empty
I'm here again
In my state of higher unconciosness
Its all i know
It keeps me alive
While i'm here
I can't think
Can't feel
Can't relate
To whats real
I lost the path
That was laid out long ago
I was born into this
Always taught how
To sink further and further
Into my shell
I would just hide in my corner
But i'm trapped a circle of hell
I live in my world
My own halluci"nation"
I breathe it everyday
I get no vacation
Keep your words to yourself
I can't be harmed anyway
I just keep on living
Part of me dying everyday
I want to stay out of reach
Nothing can harm me that way
You might think its sad
But i prefer my lifestyle today
The door cracks open
Giving a new glimpse, its true
The only thing that never gets old
Is starting something new
I guess i'm just the uncommon ordinary
I'm so trapped, but I'm free
If this wasn't my life
I'd be glad I wasn't me

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