Tennismaiden through the "Looking Glass"  

rm_tennismaiden 59F
2103 posts
4/7/2006 8:45 pm

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Tennismaiden through the "Looking Glass"

WE all remember Alice falling down that rabbit hole? Imagine a tall 5'8" curvy sexy middle aged woman falling into something quite unknown. That's how I describe my sexual awakening over the past 3 years.

This began meeting a very handsome bad boy who immediately stole my breath with his rugged square jaw and pearly white smile kind of cocked to one side. He sauntered out of the limo he drove with head set attached to his ear, tight black pants and a voice deep and sublimely masculine. I'm such a sucker for this type of man and I knew then what a bad girl I'd become.

We stepped into the back of his vehicle to chat at the local parkway rest area and within minutes our lips were fused together, sucking each others tongues darting to and fro. My black leather skirt was hiked up enough for him to see I was "au natural" without the confines of hose and a hand slithered up my thigh to feel my curly mound already oozing with want. His face buried deep within my groin I was moaning and dripping with intoxication. All too soon unzipping and taking his cock in my mouth deep throating like a hoover vacuum and bringing him to explode in my mouth, I knew we would be lovers.

I wasn't the Tennismaiden then, I was just a wanton lusty wench looking for a good man, and he was far from good...he was baaaaad to the bone! In the attempt to lure this guy into my heart and bed I went beyond slutty and agreed to explore with others. At that point I had become "tennistwosome" and together we began a journey more like work than play. My male partner was clueless about many things, how to treat a woman, respect and honor her, protect and not feed her to the dogs in swingerville. I was last during our explorations in between games and deceit(not quick enough), I said goodbye and struck out on my own trying to find another more suitable partner.

I have written previously in another post how many blessings I received from partnering with that man, but perhaps the most delicate and serenely beautiful was my first bi-sexual experience. Something so surreal I was caught off guard by my overwhelming enthusiasm. Making love to a woman was powerful for me. I slipped into a mans shoes for the very first time and almost secondary to my own fantasy I was living through a medium of male thinking while touching tasting and probing this willing and eager female.

I don't usually fantasize about having sex or erotica, it is my desire for touch and sensuality that drives my soul. When I laid my hands upon my female lover I was drawn to the gliding of fingers over silky skin, like butter it melt in my hands and mouth. I could by the simplest blowing of warm breath over her nipples get them to respond and become erect. My tongue could finally encircle something that was sensitive to a lovers technique and slowly I was up and down her body discovering zones so willing she was captivated by my gentle seductions.

When my lips touched the lips of a woman I was taken to another world, I became a man without a cock but deliberate knowing the moist tissues of her vaginal walls would succumb to my play. Searching for all those folds and hidden spongy tunnels while using just the tip of a tongue to tease her clit she was putty in my sensual manipulations and this was powerful.

Then the final and most jolting revelation, feeling another's orgasm was the most exhilarating thrill I had ever been given. My mind and body was outside of itself, almost floating over this soft creature of Gods making and I instantly knew...... I was beautiful, as seen through a man looking at a woman. What is NOT supremely divine to love here? Not a damn thing!

AS women we are penetrable bodies, hearts and souls. We envelope men, caress their beings when the harshness of the world can be unkind and cruel. We cradle all of mankind to enjoy our curvaceous physique, invite them to bury seeds of life and hold their egos safe within our bosom. I got loud and clear like standing on the highest mountain shouting at the top of my lungs. Not only could I see women and myself differently I now saw men in a whole new light. I rejoiced and cried with my new found freedom and with that became a perfect host for loving unconditionally. I was changed forever and grateful that though the road was scared and soured I could overcome all obstacles to find ecstasy.

That rabbit hole was cushioned all the way down with moist fleshy female walls providing resiliency and reflections of where I was to land. Whether stepping outside myself or through another's eyes I was transported to another place and time in my journey opening and blossoming to become a woman with no boundaries. I am a traveler with so much more of the world to see. How lucky am I to have fallen through the looking glass.

rm_Keystone3812 65M
583 posts
4/8/2006 2:40 am

Wow. The more I learn about you, the more seductive that smile becomes. Another beautiful facet of Tennismaiden revealed.

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:31 pm:
Thank you Key, I have many facets each more brilliant then the other, if I could just have more memory I'd be thrilled. But alas...I'm just a girl, somewhat simple but always yearning for more.

roger_the_hound 57M

4/8/2006 4:42 am

In one rabbit hole I would fall,
But the owner is hitting a ball.
Her wonderland snatch
Declares, "Game, set, match."
pink Cheshire pussy's a doll!

Ars longa, vita brevis.

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:35 pm:
I'm never sure how to answer you...hound, These limericks are rather catchy and rhythmic, any attempt I might have would detract from the beauty of your I'll simply say...thank you (but I'm not that pink) kind of mocha with a little pink thrown in for a hint of feminine mystique. Oh...hey that kind of worked LOL!

libgemOH 56M/52F

4/8/2006 5:53 am

OMG TM, you just described, in such a perfect way that feeling I had the first time I was with another woman. And I agree with Keystone that the smile does indeed become more seductive and sensuous the more I learn about you!! -B

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:42 pm:
I'm happy when I can give others a vision of reflection, thank you B, you too have such a unique style and persona. Now that the cat is out of the bag....are you flirting with me you sexy thing? LOL

Don't you thinks it's odd how as women we play and known our limitations with regard to emotional connection. Girls with benefits but with men our rules just fly out the window and we screw ourselves over trying to prove our worth? Why is that?

rm_DrBuzz2 46M
112 posts
4/8/2006 8:13 am

Hey Tennismaiden,

Great writing, great arousing!! In your story, the BAD boy would have been me!! Here's hoping....!!

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:47 pm:
Bad boys can be how bad are we talking here Drbuzz? I like my bad boys to have a good boy underneath...that gives lots of kisses and puppy dog eyes. Do YOU do that?'re a cutie thanks for stopping by my blog.


4/8/2006 9:39 am

And would you have ever thought four years ago that you might ever write up a true to life tale such as this?


rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:53 pm:
KC, I can always count on you to ask the tough questions...NO... I wouldn't have. But life is too short and the pleasure too great to ever be ashamed of my journeys. My business partner asked me the other day what would I do if my ex read some of my posts....I'd give him a wink and then flip the bird at him...the stupid f***er...his loss for SURE!

This journey brought me a man I never thought could change or love me, in fact I thought he would be temporary until I found mr. right...but mr. right was under my nose the whole time...go figure!

We shall see as it unfolds.....

rm_art_persists 51M
1789 posts
4/8/2006 10:00 am

It's beautiful to think of womanhood as nurturing and giving. In the same tone though a man too can nurture and give; our patriarchal society just tends to forget this. It's time for balance.

BTW your description of sexual giving is also beautiful....

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 7:57 pm:
So I'm learning about these nurturing and caring men. At first they try to be all manly and aloof then you warm them a bit and they are fabulously responsive. I love feeling safe and nurtured from both's orgasmic!

WoodyDiaryKepis 61M
99 posts
4/8/2006 1:46 pm

What an apt metaphor..."through the looking glass"...... Can I be your "White Knight"?

"Nature always favors the hidden fault. "- (Murphy's Third Law)

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 8:21 pm:
From day one, you have treated me as royalty. Layer by layer the real man emerges and he glows from the chlorine whitened attire, standing beside me trusting me and wanting to keep me safe.

Though I never thought to look in your direction, you have been my "White Knight" all along. {=}

HBowt2 58F

4/8/2006 4:18 pm caught it exactly.....

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 8:25 pm:
I am honored that you think I did...thank you!


4/8/2006 5:20 pm

Thats it..thats what I was trying to say....

Wonderful as always.. Your writing in magnificent...

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 8:30 pm:
My darling woman, if we combined our strengths and wisdoms we would be unstoppable, you do and say things I cannot, each has her own unique style and wit. Wouldn't we be firecrackers at the same gig? Oh baby look out, the ladies would undoubtedly take center stage!

Thank you for your support and guidance from one muff to another you're the best!

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
4/8/2006 7:40 pm

That was wonderfully written.

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 8:31 pm:
If I could give you more than just a story it would be to know you have nothing to fear. I'm aware there is rough road ahead, you're tkaing time to visit is such an honor and I thank you for the compliment.

libgemOH 56M/52F

4/8/2006 8:01 pm

I hate re-commenting but I just had to!! First and foremost....HELLLLL YES, I'm flirting with you!! Think I'd turn down the chance to flirt with a beautiful woman who is bisexual????

The other reason I came back over to re-comment, my partner and lover, Jim and I were talking about this. We swing. We do have somewhat of an open relationship. I find that with men, I am emotionally very reserved. I can open up physically, but emotionally, I kinda shut down and just enjoy the physical sensations. With women, I can be both physically and emotionally open with absolutely no threat to my relationship with Jim or his and my security in our relationship. It's just a whole other world!! -B

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/8/2006 8:38 pm:
Betrayal is a very tricky thing, women get that and yet don't wish to upset the apple cart. WE know we're bi, we can love freely with one another but our first loyalties go to our men....they're the insecure fragile gender that needs a little reassurance at times. And don't we love when they expose themselves? Ha (more ways than one)LOL

A little flirting can go along way...*wink*

Nightguy_1961 55M
4866 posts
4/8/2006 11:33 pm

A very nice piece of writing...I look forward to reading more. I hope tennis doesn't interfere too much with your writing

I'm glad I followed the link to here.


rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 9:47 am:
Welcome NG61, I haven't even been out to the courts yet this year I'm dying to but have so many other fish to fry my plate is full.

Thank you for stopping by

free2chose2 66F

4/9/2006 6:47 am

Tennismaiden: If I could be as open
and honest as you,

My heart and resolve would

I might get a clue-the "Looking Glass"
is not for a few.

Don't worry, be Happy

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 9:54 am:
Free my friend, you are as open and honest, just within the confines of safety. Soon enough there will be that recipient to waltz into your life and take hold of all that you offer.

You are strengthening every day sometimes a push is needed to guide you along....but you're getting there. (Gentle hugs)

rm_DrBuzz2 46M
112 posts
4/9/2006 7:18 am

Hey Tennismaiden (so many connotations to that name!),

Like Libgem, I don't normally re-comment, but just to clarify on your earlier reply, your description hits the nail on the head. I am a bad boy because I am blessed with eastern looks which seem to be appealing universally so I can get away with cheekiness, but once captivated by a playmate its all about sensual kisses and puppy-dog eyes!!

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 9:56 am:
I'm lovin the re-comments how fun that we're all connecting again...and puppy dog eyes? Oooooo I love them

spacecadet561 59M

4/9/2006 9:14 am

All that nice hetero sex and your mood is bi-curious? What's with that, or are you trying to catch up on decades of missed decadence in one week?


rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 10:01 am:
HI Space, no I'm not catching up really, I've opened new doors to new experiences. Sometimes when you meet people who you love they inspire you to view life a little differently. If in the process you grow learn and find joy with that person it is all good.

NO I'm not changing my profile to read bi-sexual yet...I'm actually thinking of changing it all together with little or no information about me. If someone wants to be my friend they can find me here pouring my heart out for all to see.

BTW.....I thrive on decadence...especially when it's made of chocolate! LOL


4/9/2006 9:20 am

but mr. right was under my nose the whole time...go figure!
I've heard this recurring "myth" enough times now to grant it full acknowlegdement it as a bonafide recurring archetype of the human condition. And if those words don't righteously define what a myth reall isy then paint me brown call me "caca cranium". I think it was Joseph Cambell who once defined myth as something that was "so true that everyday words did not do it justice". With these ideas freshly in mind it seems that to use the word myth to denote a falsehood is nearly a misuse of the term. (that's me in nitpicking mode)

And bouncing of the term "Mr. Right" I've got an as yet unused alternate handle in which I am indeed... Mr. Left.(and me in way too easily distracted mode)


rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 10:14 am:
My dearest "Mr. Left" you have forever struck me as a man that marches to his own beat, and how marvelous that catch phrase would be for you. You are above all else a stupendously intelligent, sensual and wickedly funny REAL man. (You can nitpick me any day)

About's not that he's ideal or perfect or anything that I imagined myself to be with...but he is someone special whose lap I landed in. One must open eyes to the timing and the lap to which we land, sometimes it's just the "softest" fit.

What is ironic about myths, they originated in Greece, they are God like in stature and what we as humans try to emulate. But Ahhh we are mere mortals, neither Gods nor supreme in our powers...isn't it funny that this so symbolizes my partners yearning (he loves Greek mythology). Would some one please let him know he's got a "Goddess" in his clutches and should by all accounts be worshiping the ground she walks on? LOL (I couldn't resist that one)!

pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

4/9/2006 9:46 am

Excellent post !!

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/9/2006 10:17 am:
Thank you kindly!......

HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
4/17/2006 8:08 am

Sorry for the delay in commenting TM, I've been away on vacation, and just started looking at the blogs and posts.

As always, a very eloquent description of two important events in your life. As most have already given their comments much more timely then mine, I will just give a simple "Thanks for sharing with us".

Hugs and kisses, C

rm_tennismaiden replies on 4/17/2006 8:28 am:
Hope you had a wonderful and relaxing hiatus from this somewhat repetitious world of blog. A vacation does the body good!

Thank you for the hugs C

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