Sparkling Eyes get the prize!  

rm_tennismaiden 59F
2103 posts
7/28/2006 1:59 am

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Sparkling Eyes get the prize!


It is 3:12 AM Friday morning I've got my laptop set up in my sitting room adjacent to my bedroom. Having not been able to sleep I swallowed a little bit of ativan and hope that will do the trick in getting me back to sleep. If I become incoherent you will have guessed it I should be sleeping but have this post to finish be for climbing back into bed.

Over the past few days with many of these recent posts, I've received several phones calls and many emails asking me why aren't I writing as an aside to all the additional things I do and it started me thinking. Hey, writers get up all hours of the day or night if there is a story to be told inspiration and timing are in sync, then you go with your gut and create.

I've never considered this idea "writing" for anything other than blogs. The skepticism that lingers is a direct correlation to the fact my english and grammar education during schooling was not up to par with what or who might consider a career in the field. And....what on earth would I write about? Pussies and cocks? Who would be eager to read those entries except for here among friends. So...I'll consider this idea and take advantage of not sleeping with the hopes of entering something interesting enough to keep you captivated reading.

There is a man all contorted and twisted up sleeping in my bed only 6 feet away from where I type. His breathing is rhythmic yet encumbered by his air passages which seem to be congested and little blurbbles of snores set in a syncopated pattern of irregularities are being heard as I type. I listen for the next beat and intonation as it continues.

Rather unusual for Tennismaiden to have a burly manly man all tucked in under crisp hand embroidered sheets.But tonight is somewhat a harmonious occurrence. The night had been cracking with lightening and thunder rumbling in a crescendo *boom boom boom* then crackle as it vanished. The sky with brilliant flashes of natural fireworks making the tree tops come into view each time the electric current would fire unexpectedly. In a strobe like fashion you could see the leaves flipping back and forth frantically waving hello/goodbye. Light green/dark green each furiously holding tight to the branch they are clinging to for dear life. What a moment, the town asleep,my guy snuggled near enough to hear and the dog wrapped around like an italian sausage swooshed by his feet on the bed.

Tonight I was re-born again. Oh I know I claim I'm always re-birthing or re-inventing myself time and time again. But this evening was my sexual awakening that had laid dormant for over a year or more(felt like more).Tonight was triumphant and exquisite, so much so that I dozed off to sleep and woke up feeling charged with energy to journal my thoughts.

Suddenly the many sensual posts declaring exquisite tenderness being submitted on AdultFriendFinder was mine tonight, I had often wondered if I would ever be given the gift of what this site offers. Another human as eager to use his adeptness with what he's honed for many years by trial and error. I can assure you there were no trials while stretched across the big king size bed. There were two bodies each with their own set of nerve endings twitching with vibrant and pleasurable convulsions. Within the arms and legs firmly wrapped around each's mid section soft muffled words being spoken and exchanged, his deep bass voice smooth as silk and just firm enough with consonants I could grasp the pure manliness of his presence. My voice a mere whisper....

Timidly I looked deeply into his eyes as he melted easing the facial muscles to relax and erase years of age. He looked 18 again, took a breath and said "when I first met you your eyes were lost, as I gaze upon you now the sparkle has returned to those eyes I long to drown in. My wish is for these eyes to forever remain alive to dance as they are now".

Slowly in motion reflective of this genuine and heartfelt admission the corners of my lips began to turn upward, my eyes were locked with his and I thought how odd. I traveled to a place hoping to stumble upon another who would instinctively know each movement to arouse and awaken my sexual yearning. Ahhhh...This must be what it feels like when so many others write about their discovery. Intensely passionate,not one sensory deprived, choreographed with precision and elegance, animalistic raw yet artful mindful breathing as two souls become one while making love.I have been given what so many have....a lover.

I will dare admit I hadn't made love like this in many years, maybe never. I had not been with another man who was secure enough to pull me into him, require I resign myself and let go. Using a gentle dominating powerful progression I lost all sense of myself and became his, I was putty, the energy washed from my tense holding position and I collapsed into his strong and firm grasp.There was a fine line between quivering and heaving with tears. But in that moment I knew joy.

I had long desired to be taken in this fashion and only now with this exquisite man who directed me could I feel this relinquishment.I understood..... everything, why I'm here, why I write, why I learn and eventually why love is my gift.

Now as I finish and think about getting into bed for sleep I'm afraid that if I do these joys and sensations will be forgotten. I'm not ready to loose them, please....not just yet.


ZZ_Todd 59M

7/28/2006 3:21 am

You're right about that inspiration and timing stuff... many (well, most) of my stories were products of insomnia. Judging from your story here, the I and T theory holds true for you, too!


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 8:56 pm:
It's gotten to the point where I'd rather write then sleep. I guess you could say I've got yet another addiction? Yikes....don't I have too many already?

Thanks for stopping by ZZ I'm always happy to see a new face, but in your case I'll take extreme pleasure in that happy area between leg and groin. Thats' my favorite place on a man ya know!

libgemOH 56M/52F

7/28/2006 3:49 am

That was AMAZING!! I felt every little bit of what you felt!! You are a fantastic writer and I love the places your words take me!!! -B


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 8:57 pm:
B you have quite the knack as well and after I rest up from a long and delightful weekend I will come round to visit and say hello! Kisses! TM

free2chose2 66F

7/28/2006 5:35 am

wicked,wicked,wicked woman-lol, save some pancakes-extremely happy for you

Don't worry, be Happy


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 8:59 pm:
Houston WE have LIFTOFF!

Woo Hoo...thanks for being there to help share in the details, Such a dear dear friend Free ! TY!

Perchance2000 57M

7/28/2006 5:49 am

You see - that is exactly why someone like you, who has the gift of expressing clearly and sensually what s/he observes and feels, will write - not just because it brings pleasure to the readers, but also because the joys and sensations stay, also for you - indeed, will transform, and become the potential for a deeper, richer experience . . . also for you, as you re-read and re-live what you yourself wrote! Not for you to loose, but for all to keep and cherish.


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:02 pm:
I might need a little prodding, I'm not so sure I've got it all figured out but your guidance will be happily appreciated. Keep telling me years from now when we're old and grey, then I will completely give way to your belief in me.

HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
7/28/2006 5:54 am

NICE!!

Love the way you write TM. Very descriptive and flowing, cohesive, yet flowery with your use of adjectives and adverbs to describe the moment, feeling, expression, etc.

Sounds like it was a great subject/experience to write on too...

Hugs, C


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:03 pm:
Adjectives Adverbs....what are those? LOL!

wickedeasy 66F  
25462 posts
7/28/2006 6:28 am

the joy of surrender

smiles

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:04 pm:
You and I both deserve some joy WE....it's about damn time! LOL

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
7/28/2006 8:06 am

How wonderful for you! That sounded exquisite.
I have a lot of trials to go through before I get there. Never been there but am looking forward to it.
You may be more talented than you think. And I believe when you write for a living you have others to help fine tune things. Thus all those "I must thank, my publisher, the secretary, the editor, etc, etc in the beginning of books.
And why not write an erotic novel?
SR


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:05 pm:
You have way more faith in me than I have Space...but I will happily remember to acknowledge you upon the first published piece.

Yes you too will get to this place, hold on tight it'll be here before you know it!

rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
7/28/2006 9:24 am

This post, to me, is the answer to those who call this a SEX SITE..

Clearly, as our Goddess stated, this was about making love..

Making love, in this case, between two..but love shared resonates thru the entire cosmos..

(you might not believe this)


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:09 pm:
Not to worry I do believe you ANA, we're always in agreement when it comes to this subject, that's why I adore you soooo much!

rm_kelli4u2dew 41F
5220 posts
7/28/2006 5:23 pm

Ok. I'm jealous. ~just a little bit~ LOL!

Hon, it's the ability to communicate, the way a writer phrases things, the mood they evoke in their reader that's important. The way they tell a story and make the reader want to read the next sentence, the next page, the next chapter. The other stuff, that's why they made editors. People like me can clean up the piddly things ...


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:10 pm:
What are you talkin about woman? You have the most wicked sharp wit working at warp speed, nothing to sneeze at yourself!

SirluvsStorms 46M
684 posts
7/29/2006 2:26 pm

wow!


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:11 pm:
Life's pretty good lately huh Sir? I intend to keep it that way too!!!!!

blueguy1051 60M

7/29/2006 7:39 pm

And after all that, you still can't sleep? Hell, woman, wake him up and tell him to finish the job!


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:12 pm:
Blue, have no fear this man knows how to soothe the savage beast in me...he did it over and over....And did finish the job without a mistake!

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
7/30/2006 7:30 am

Your writing is amazing!!! Now go jump on that burly man!!

Purry {=}

Purry


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:14 pm:
I did I did!!!! Poor man he'll never be the same now the guys met me LOL!

WoodyDiaryKepis 61M
99 posts
7/30/2006 1:51 pm

I'm gettting "wood" just reading your post! How lucky you are!

Muaahhh kiss, N.

"Nature always favors the hidden fault. "- (Murphy's Third Law)


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:15 pm:
Thanks N. Hey you know me....count on me for giving good wood! LOL

ella1966 50F
1528 posts
7/30/2006 5:21 pm

Oh tennismaiden, I am SO HAPPY for you....I can't think of anyone who deserves this more...(I only wish this could happen to my sister one day..but that is a private and long story)...I just resonate with your delight (of course I fantasise about something like this for myself as well) but I am TRULY ecstatically happy for you and hope this continues for you just like this, forever...

And as for the piece of writing, I would have to give that an A++++, surely...I don't have your gift, and you are blessed with that too, but I have visualised to the point where I feel I am in your bedroom gazing curiously at you two and basking in empathy with your joy...

Love, hugs and kisses

ella xoxoxoxo


rm_tennismaiden replies on 7/30/2006 9:20 pm:
My dearest sweet Ella, I would have never guessed that this was about to occur, he totally side swiped me and I'm so grateful he did. I know words cannot take your longing or pain away, but I do hope someday you shall receive the joy you ask. It's patience that stands the test of time. If we practice a bit more of it perhaps we are finally given our reward for learning it's lesson.

You'll see, someday it will be you writing these posts.

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