rm_tellisen996 44M
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4/26/2006 2:32 pm

I cope in a lot of different ways.

By watching movies.
By cooking meals.
By having sex.
By talking with friends.
By making plans for trips I'm taking.
By reading a good book.

A lot of stuff helps me get rid of the stress of the day. I shed a lot of the worries of money, work, relationships and just staying alive by doing these things. I tend to live life in the now but I've made plans for the future.

I want a wife, kids, a house, 2 cars, a nice yard, good neighbors, better friends and a healthy life.

I'm getting parts of that soon - a house, a healthier lifestyle and good neighbors. I'll keep looking for the rest.

It amazes me that sometimes I lose sight of the big picture that I've held on to for so long. That I want the things that aren't on the list more than I want to complete my list.

I've had my fair share of dreams come true -

Had sex with beautiful women.
Won a grand prize from some contest.
Gotten to meet really important people that I've always wanted to meet.
Asked questions of people wiser and more knowledgable then myself only to find out that I knew the answer (maybe the questions were too easy though).

I can't doubt that I've lived a full life it's just funny how often I don't feel like I have.

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