Hurt You  

rm_sweetmari4 53F
5 posts
1/30/2006 8:53 pm

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5/6/2006 11:32 am

Hurt You

I oftentimes wonder how one as sensitive as myself can blunder out in the world and hurt those around me. It doesn't seem to satisfy anyone (including myself) that although it was never my intention to hurt.....I did so none the less.

I know my apology means nothing to you. I'll say it none the less,I ache from the knowledge that I have caused you pain. I think I will carry this with me forever in much the same way that I will always carry you in my heart. I am so sorry. I was wrong.

It won't help you to know that my own fears sabotaged what we had. I see your sunshine smile always, but now what follows it is the arctic chill of your eyes on the last day. I miss that warmth, I miss your caring, I miss your laugh and your bear hugs and your telling me to go to bed. I miss the way you made me feel. I am sorry.

coulditbeyou25 55M
27 posts
2/4/2006 1:41 am

Well said and done! How many times should a soul be forgiven? Always after a real apology.

rm_sweetmari4 53F

2/4/2006 4:03 pm

Thank you--Coulditbeyou--just wish he'd give me the chance. Maybe it is better this way, though.

loadeddice05 44M

2/12/2006 7:35 am

I feel for you! We all make mistakes and usually, hoefully learn from them? Alot of times the object of you'r affection just needs time to get over their own pain. Let this happen, live your life till then and maybe your apologies will be better received? Good luck! Heartfelt, sincerest wishes! That's saying alot from me! I must be softening?

FunSacCouple4U 47M/46F

2/13/2006 11:25 am

It's tough to be on the other side of this as well... I always forgive those who ask it, and have a hard time forgiving those who don't. However, it's impossible for me to forget, and I have a hard time forgiving something that someone refuses to stop doing, or does to me over and over again..

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