Hmmmmmm !!!  

rm_sweetlips700 59F
36 posts
11/28/2005 10:04 am

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4/8/2007 2:15 am

Hmmmmmm !!!

What does one say about themselves without sounding egotistical or whimsical in the eyes of others who may decide to read this. I could write a story of what i think may be my ideal man but then i could frighten you away as well.
You try to live life to the fullest but there's always going to be some interuption along the way that makes you sit up...take notice and you can either ignore it or follow through. Since i've been a member of AdultFriendFinder, i've gone through many transitions where some have been good and some have been just downright nasty. Over time i've come to realize that i can be such a bitch. Being married is not easy and with only one of us working at it ... i find that i look elsewhere for companionship, frienship and sex. I miss the intimacy of marriage even though i remain with him. To be loved, cherished means so much to a woman. To be held, caressed, touched and wanted is everything. Should i stay or leave? Only i know the answer to that question. Perhaps someday when i am stronger i shall ... but as long as there is a glimmer of hope ... that touch, that look, that slight flutter that sits deep in your heart and you know you just can't quite give up yet, giving him that chance to redeem himself and be the man i once married. Ohhhh, life has so many twists and turns... is this my test in life ? I hate waking up this way... this feeling of "i'll try harder and he'll love me once more". He knows of the few freinds i have made here.... the few i have slept with to ease the raging needs that my body craves. I wish for that feeling of love, if only for a short time... his arms so strong they hold me, his lips moist and tender to kiss me, his hands gentle they caress me, his breath warm and sweet to whisper, his body hard to take me ... love me only for a short while... make me forget, make me whole again, make me feel wanted and alive !!!


rm_smart7003 59M

11/28/2005 11:04 am

A very nice and touching story. You are not on your own by a long way. I know only to well.

You seem a very nice a sensitive lady who should be looked after and loved forever. Life sometimes has strange and harsh twists to it.....

kyplowboy22 61M

11/28/2005 12:21 pm

Well , I hope for you that you find some comfort here with us...welcome to Blogland! Come by my blog for a visit any ol' time you want to. Later


rm_blue061245 71M
331 posts
11/29/2005 7:25 pm

Your story is a sad, but all-too-true reflection on life. I can readily understand your dilemma; I share it in that I do not know whether to leave my wife or stay. One day, there is hope, but the next, there is only regret and silent confrontation.

Maybe we should talk? Is there some way we can get together?

kyplowboy22 61M

11/30/2005 4:49 am

Thanks for stopping by my blog. Hope you come back often and let me wrap my words around you...maybe you wont be so blue. Later.

[blog kyplowboy]

dinnerdate4you 62M
2 posts
7/18/2006 2:18 pm

we hear you H so many of us are in the same situation and experience your pain - your need - your frustration ! There is no magic answer - but I look forward to talking about it face to face. Hugs, T

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