So long.... see ya.... byebye  

rm_steve4fun06 46M
17 posts
5/15/2006 6:43 am

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5/19/2006 11:37 am

So long.... see ya.... byebye

Its not kind to just leave.... although I am not sure that anyone is watching or would give a shit one way or the other. My block of time here has been enlightening if nothing else. The value of anonimity and the freedom that is found when facelessness is paired with an open forum is what I found value in. The disappointments with dashed hopes and the wobbeling on the fence between real life and dream life is exhausting and I grow weary of it.

If you are not in your life, and you are not living your dream.... where then do you find yourself? alone.

In closing, final close....

Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours.

Life is for the living,
get busy living or
get busy dying


rm_steve4fun06 46M

5/17/2006 1:41 pm

Hi Silky. thanks for the note....i am pleasntly surprised to see that somoene was in fact finding my mental snapshots. i will be helpless from checking in here and there, but i dont think i will be active as such anymore...i cant stand the games or whatever it would be called that are being played...at least for me that is.
encouraging and expressive mails and exchange and then without a hint or reason....a vanish. Mine was and is a simple pursuit, explained honestly and openly, and I am, outside of any ego, surprised and dejected by the answer to the question of... "do I still got it"
seems what ever it is I do have and am offering is not being seen or is not attracting interest. Care to share your objective impression?


marnison 79F

5/18/2006 1:07 pm

"I totally agree. if you miss a few days...you begin to vanish from everyones ...mind ...as well as their visiting your blog."
The seasons have a great deal to do with all of this also...unfortuneatley.
*S* if you enjoy the blogging...don't give up.

M.
smiles


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