another birthday comes and goes:P  

rm_starbowler2 52M
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7/19/2005 5:26 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

another birthday comes and goes:P


Well,its tuesday and another birthday has come and went.I did not get even one card or one person saying anything to me.I am pretty depressed right now.I noticed that fewer people are reading my blog,oh well,I guess I'm just a boreing blog writerlol.I did treat myself to dinner out and a movie.........boy,that was funlol.I wish I had a specail someone to do things with....I just feel so alone right now.I just wonder what is wrong with me,do I set my sights too high......am I just too picky??? I do wish that I could be a better writer and then more people would see my blog..........or better looking with a large...um,you know. Cause its all about beauty now days.......its all about how you look.God forbid if you are overweight or bald or just plain looking........you are thought of as a freak then.......I hate that!! Noone looks at the inner beauty anymore,its about the person inside ,but thats just not the way nowdays.I just wish my Ruth was still here with me.......I miss her everyday! oh well,I guess I should get ready .......I am taking my mother ( who also forgot ) out to dinner.I will talk some more later.

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