Gray, rainy day alone...  

TintsOgledRebel 48M
115 posts
10/17/2005 1:34 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Gray, rainy day alone...

It's gray today.

Our summer is gone, and its raining and blowing here. Our days of warm breezes and clear skies have past, days of cut grass smell and sunning by the stream no more. Thoughts of love making on the sun drenched sand on hold. I knew it was coming, but was not really ready.

I always have to fight the gray sky blues this time of year. Those feelings of depression that make you sink into your chair.

Don't get me wrong, I love all the seasons, and love the fall wind storms, love the smoke smell of the woodstove as it heats my house....but there is something about this weather that makes me lonely and depressed. I don't really know why.

I would so love to curl up to a friendly, attractive woman with big motherly breasts and spend the day resting my head on her chest. Talking and holding each other as we listened to the wind and rain blow. Exploring and laughing. Comfort by definition.

I could really have used that today.

So, I sit, and look out my window here, thinking. Maybe I'll make some chicken soup and go for a walk. Kick some leaves around. Watch the clouds race across the sky.

Think about life, about love, heavy gray thoughts that don't really have answers....

Think of spending this gray, windy day alone....

SweetDarlinAngel 39F
2996 posts
10/18/2005 9:46 pm


Curled up next to a fire with someone beneath a blanket. Cozy, listening to the wind howling outside. Smelling the sweet scent of our lovemaking in the air. That is what I love about this season. Why is it that we live so far away?



Become a member to create a blog