10 years  

rm_softncurvy7 45F
5 posts
6/13/2006 2:23 am
10 years

Year after year of trying
Hoping and wishing
Talking to a brick wall of indifference
Trying to make something
of maybe nothing at all

Emotional baggage
carried over to us
Walls built that left me out shivering and cold
alone and crying

where does it end
where does it stop
emotional rollar coaster that takes me to the top
only to dash into the deepest pits
Find the switch fast...
i wanna get off.

Cruel words from your mouth that
cut to my bones
Clever indifference to the words
that I speak.
Holding my heart out in hope
to have it slashed again.

Warmth was only needed.
A shoulder to lean upon in times of stress.
Laughter and giggles
was that too tall an order?
Support and friendship
Truth from your mouth
Was that too much to give?

Where does it end
Where does it stop
One must end the cycle
of this rollar coaster of pain.
Find the switch fast...
I wanna get off!

SirMounts 102M

6/27/2006 2:02 pm

Straightforwardly written, and heartfelt.
A very warm welcome to blogging, softncurvy. *smiling*

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