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What ever happened to my life.
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10 years
Posted:Jun 13, 2006 2:26 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 4:55 am
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Year after year of trying
Hoping and wishing
Talking to a brick wall of indifference
Trying to make something
of maybe nothing at all

Emotional baggage
carried over to us
Walls built that left me out shivering and cold
alone and crying

where does it end
where does it stop
emotional rollar coaster that takes me to the top
only to dash into the deepest pits
Find the switch fast...
i wanna get off.

Cruel words from your mouth that
cut to my bones
Clever indifference to the words
that I speak.
Holding my heart out in hope
to have it slashed again.

Warmth was only needed.
A shoulder to lean upon in times of stress.
Laughter and giggles
was that too tall an order?
Support and friendship
Truth from your mouth
Was that too much to give?

Where does it end
Where does it stop
One must end the cycle
of this rollar coaster of pain.
Find the switch fast...
I wanna get off!
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10 years
Posted:Jun 13, 2006 2:23 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 4:55 am
338 Views

Year after year of trying
Hoping and wishing
Talking to a brick wall of indifference
Trying to make something
of maybe nothing at all

Emotional baggage
carried over to us
Walls built that left me out shivering and cold
alone and crying

where does it end
where does it stop
emotional rollar coaster that takes me to the top
only to dash into the deepest pits
Find the switch fast...
i wanna get off.

Cruel words from your mouth that
cut to my bones
Clever indifference to the words
that I speak.
Holding my heart out in hope
to have it slashed again.

Warmth was only needed.
A shoulder to lean upon in times of stress.
Laughter and giggles
was that too tall an order?
Support and friendship
Truth from your mouth
Was that too much to give?

Where does it end
Where does it stop
One must end the cycle
of this rollar coaster of pain.
Find the switch fast...
I wanna get off!
0 Comments
Wee Hour of the Morning blog
Posted:Jun 11, 2006 2:44 am
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2006 2:26 am
452 Views

I just sit here and think about the early years with him. Whatever happened to the fun and good things that were US. Did I simply wish and stay in denial of something I wanted that never was there in the first place?!?! I don't know anymore. I only know that here I am as lonely as can be on this site. Is it wrong? I suppose it is wrong but what's a person supposed to do. I'm tired of my rollar coaster relationship.

Things I wanna do and never happen anymore... go on a date, a real one. A nice quiet dinner and some place fun afterwards. What about bringing home some flowers once in a while. They don't have to be store bought... hell, stop your car on the way home and pluck some wild ones! Candle lit dinners... Ever heard of them?!?!? How about a really late night walk along a lake shore or beach or something? What happened to the talking and giggling. How about someone who really truly WANTS to know what I'm thinking or doing. How about asking me how my day or week has been and really really WANT to know about it. I would love a midnight drive to the middle of nowhere to talk, kiss and whatever else might happen. Hay sex is great... oh yeah I LOVE sex... but come on ... there IS a before and after.

Blah... seeing someones BACKSIDE every night in the king size bed gets so so old... and makes one so so lonely.
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