reassurances  

rm_smosmof2 67M
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8/18/2006 1:19 pm

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9/2/2009 7:53 pm

reassurances

I'm okay.... really.

I just let too many of other peoples' problems that I can't do anything about get to me....

I was overdue to take my wellbutrin....

I am isolated, and somewhat trapped by my circumstances.....

and there was one piece of news that came down the road yesterday that I hadn't been prepared for (should have been) and it really upset me more than it should have...... what it did was to remind me that this is all just make-believe, and it's fun, and I get lots of reinforcement from it, but None of It Is Real. Of course, nothing else is either.....

I do appreciate the show of emotional support I've gotten.. You are all important to me... you keep me going...

not much to say today... common syndrome of coming off of my days off....

so I just leave thanks to everyone and expect to come back tomorrow and find everything is normal again.

by the way, next week the World Science Fiction Convention rolls into the Anaheim Convention Center, about five miles away... I'm likely to be somewhat distracted checking that out... after all, I was there at its gestation, back in July 2000..... I want to see how it comes out.. I've been pretty detached this time around, just reading all of the committee emails that have been circulating for months... oh, how different it is that most of the bugs can be worked out by email these days..... instead of long boring meetings.... I've tossed out an occasional suggestion or comment from my lofty position as "advisor to the chair", but mostly I've stayed out of the way this time....

it will be interesting to see how it goes....



curiousinlorain7 59F

8/19/2006 4:05 am

I hope that you have a great time next week... did i ever tell you that i got to meet Gene Roddenberry... how is his name spelled anyway?.. I'll have to tell you about that... it was pretty cool.


rm_smosmof2 replies on 8/19/2006 12:17 pm:
That must go back a ways....

I've been told by one of the shows head writers that Gene always considered himself to be quite the lady's man.....

curiousinlorain7 59F

8/19/2006 2:46 pm

lol well i was 20... so yes it was a LOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG time ago and he was a flirt..with the entire group that was there.. one of the writers on his show said... "if you can't get Charlton Heston to play God then you'd ask Gene to do it..." And I'd have to agree with that statement...


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