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background music: Melissa Etheridge
bad mood. no reason.. not enough sleep. weird night at work. (there are several doors that require sets of keys.... the keys are on rings and the rings are attached to large wooden sticks... when I pulled out the sticks for the doors last night, one of them was missing the ring... that isn't the kind of thing that just falls off. So now there's a set of master keys floating around....) the ops manager where I work most of the time wants me to come aboard full time, but it would include one short turnaround (working 1600 to 2400 Saturday night, then coming back at 0800 Sunday morning)
nothing feels right at the moment... even the "death or hoax" tempest seems to have blown over....
cats want more attention than usual the last couple of days... i think the living alone, and only "talking" to people online business is starting to get to me... poker went well last night anyway...
i feel like i've made some friendships here, but sometimes i don't know... I spend a lot more time commenting than I do posting.... like with fanzines, when it comes down to it, i don't have a whole lot to say unless you punch the right button, and then you can't shut me up.
my manic/depressive got up on the wrong side today.... there are days I believe that nothing is ever going to change... except for the credit card debt ever increasing... i'm spending too much foolishly, without regard to reality....buying moments of happiness for way too much money but it doesn't last very long
nothing good lasts. everything bad persists. i'm overwhelmed.
i wanna walk up behind Papyrina and grab that ass with both hands... it looks so round and luscious
and i get upset with other guys on this site for always being crude....
too many pretty women on this site either alone or not happy about things.... how could anyone as pretty as amber be alone? or as pretty as SD want to fix herself
I wanna chain Papyrina and amber and Knot4Everyone together in a stopsmoking room to support each other thru the hard parts
2 of my closely watched bloggers had dates last Friday night, but neither of them are saying a word.... good, bad, or promising?
I hate to lose Frogger to dominatrixhood
i'm amused at Purry's frustrations at finding a new job... damn near destroyed me last year, and i still haven't recovered, not really... but then, i give up to easy, always have... no goals no determination, nothing to live for anyway, why bother....
not taking care of things that i should be. almost everything's behind schedule and getting worse... lack of funds doesn't help
and mzhuny thinks i work too much... at least she cares
i like how NG fades back into the shadows
tried to respond to SD's latest dare, neither of the two people i asked for contributions came thru
core dump complete
6/22/2006 10:57 am
6/26/2006 1:23 pm
just found this cute lol|
you can follow me round hun
papyrina banned yet again