Lonely Lament  

rm_smosmof2 67M
963 posts
9/1/2006 6:38 pm

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9/6/2006 9:28 pm

Lonely Lament


Friday night.... back at work, safe in the knowledge that most of you are getting laid tonight.....

while the unchanging life creeps on.... from Wednesday morning until Friday morning, I never left the apartment, not even to pick up mail... did that this morning went I mailed all of the month's bill out, and paid the rent.... secure for another month....

any day now, they're going to notify me that it's time to renew the lease again, at another stiff price increase... will this be the time I tell them to stuff it and try to find a place closer to work than 20 miles? Not likely.....

will this be the time I go out and find myself a real job, instead of this minimum wage piece of crap? don't think I could deal with the rejection of the job market, again.... damn near killed me in December, and I'm sure not any stronger now, nor has my resume improved any....and I'm older....

as it all slowly slips down the tubes.....


curiousinlorain7 59F

9/2/2006 4:38 am

one thing about job markets ... when you have a job and you go for a new job... people hire you faster then if you aren't working.. not sure why... and I don't know about 'most of you' but it's been over 4 years since i was 'laid' so don't think I was 'doing' that last night


rm_smosmof2 replies on 9/2/2006 11:43 am:
Ok, so I have some company.... our numbers are dwindling....

NSAAddict 42F

9/2/2006 8:19 am

Hugs


rm_smosmof2 replies on 9/2/2006 4:11 pm:
(flinch)

rm_magnet4u22 49F
18406 posts
9/2/2006 8:11 pm

I don't think you are alone in this....been there. Silk has some good points. Keep your mind and body nourished with exercise and proper food...those endorphins Btw, Not everyone got laid on Friday night



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rm_smosmof2 replies on 9/2/2006 8:46 pm:
pity. You deserve better. You still have a standing invitation to give me a call any time... just for conversation (and hope I don't wear your ears out....)

yes, I know you have considerations....I have no intent on intruding on those.....

nourish? that's right, I do have to do some grocery shopping tomorrow.. I'm out of almost everything......

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