Dilemma  

rm_silkditty 66F
12408 posts
5/11/2006 9:09 pm
Dilemma

I can't bear the thought

of another stranger touching me

and

I feel claustrophobic at the thought

of doomed commitment

so I let my thoughts keep me

in limbo

perhaps I'll call Bad Al

and score some heroin

or maybe

I'll dust



Drofpussology4u 59M  
4843 posts
5/11/2006 9:39 pm

How different men an women are. Men crave for the touch of the stranger. Women, when I meet them seem to never understand this and spend so much time trying to get me to understand their way of thinking. Neither is right or wrong. They are just our nature. How a long for one passionate, intellectual, emotionally mature relationship. At the same time, penetrating the stranger is an adventure that I enjoy. I loved being married and in love when I was. The injury inflicted when I came back home from assignment in Bosnia his starting to heal now. Today I can think of committment...for a fleeting moment. That is progress towards healing. I have just learned to try to manage my life, not try to control it. The paradigm shift has done well for me. There is less disappointment and much more room for optimism. There are less lonely nights and much more fulfillment without artificial boundaries, expectations and indecisiveness.

DeeepPenaTrayR "The Pussologist"[blog DeeepPenaTrayR]


HandsomeJimToy2 55M
19 posts
5/11/2006 10:18 pm

Beware of strangers touching you
Don't commit, enjoy the moment
Limbo might take you as low as you can go
Bad Al...heroin...dust
I guess a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do...or does she?


GardenGnome2006 58M

5/12/2006 12:40 am

You sound as though you badly need a good cuddle, with or without sex. Cuddles are always better if they come from someone who cares about you, and strangers dont qualify, do they.

...so relieved to learn that Bad Al isnt pushing you smack.


somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
5/12/2006 4:06 am

You want it when?


somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
5/12/2006 11:20 am

... alas, just the ones who will listen ...

I have traveled widely and have learned to fuck in many different languages.

STUFF HAPPENS!


somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
5/12/2006 12:00 pm

If you can’t find any other meaning in getting laid, try to consider it as entertainment. If one of us thinks it’s funny and one doesn’t, one of us must be wrong.


Drofpussology4u 59M  
4843 posts
5/12/2006 12:49 pm

    Quoting rm_silkditty:
    When I was young, a stranger was exciting. When I first joined A.F.F. it was okay, but I burned out on it quickly. It's like eating cotton candy, the experience melts away to nothing but a hard, brittle nugget of sugar with no nutritional value. I'm out of the loop with the NSA action, I've encountered too much disrespect. But I wish you luck with your search for the perfect stranger...
I have no trouble with finding the perfect stranger lovely. Though I do not suffer the burnout you discribe, deep inside, I want the one.

She is just fleeting and teasing and not in a mind to be pleasing.
I need intellect and spirit and quick emotional wit.
Emotional maturity and not a mind lost in obsurity.
She must be smart but not a tart.
Sophisticated and not afraid to fart.

Down to Earth with nice girth.
Willing to treat me like a king, what I am worth.
In return I will treat her like a queen and not obscene.
I will cook for her when she is sick and always be there with good dick.

Lick her and kiss her and never diss her.
Discuss our problems openly and never put dope in me.
Love her and nurture her, to success I will ursher her.

Read a book by the fire and kindle desire.
Respect her to the upmost,
In the morning make her fruit with French Toast.
Sometimes lay in the bed and be lazy,
while she feeds me and drives me crazy.

I am a very complicated man with an unsimplistic view,
Take another look, I might be the man for you.

DeeepPenaTrayR "The Pussologist"[blog DeeepPenaTrayR]


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