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I think upon the experience I've very recently shared with you and realize........
I need to pursue women more!
I didn't realize how long it's been and I miss them so much!
The last time I had a pretty steady diet of p**sy was my last girlfriend, although I did get a little action at the last new years eve party - but I couldn't let that go too far, she was married, her husband wouldn't have liked it (he doesn't share), and the last time I messed around with an attached woman, she left her boyfriend.
I think the reason I tend not to date women is that I fall for women hard and if something happens and the relationship doesn't work out......it's a long time before I really date again. My break-up with my last girlfriend was a lot harder to deal with than this past relationship. Yes, this recent break-up was hard....but I hadn't even thought about marriage, moving in together, kids (although he thought about that often. With my ex-girlfriend, we were already living together, I was working while she was going to school (I didn't want her working while she was doing that), we were thinking about future kids, our parents knew we were dating...you get the picture. But when we broke up.....I didn't date anyone for about three years.
I need to figure out a way to not fall so hard when I date women.
Sure, I like men quite a bit, I've had some phenomenal times with a few.....but I'd give that all up for a constant lifetime supply of another woman's........I really need to take a shower.
7/15/2005 11:09 am
women are from another planet! I hear about the hunger, but connect isn't happening. Still happy as a lark though singing and hiking through this jungle of sexual lottery. I lost my ticket, and been brailing my way around here. Life is like the little firgures going back and forth at aracade game at the fair.|