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I am sitting here surrounded by my computing power than put a man on the moon in '69.
Three monitor screens, one for rig information, on for well log formatting, and one for well log information gathering. then my TV, which has a an Xbox hooked up running the sonic the hedge hog demo, while my DVD surround system cranks out Pink Floyds The Wall, sans vidio (ever listen to The Wall while watching sonic?)
I am alone right now the unit manager is on his way home his replacement wont be here till tomorrow.
(Comfortably numb playing in the background)
It's like doing time, but with a little purpose and a little paycheck.
And in the end its O.K.
just a little pin prick
See, Im working mom.....
See Im working in the field getting pollution out of the ground so all the people can get around.
I would have like to seen my children grow up, I think I missed that part.
I would have liked to have known love. Maybe there is still time, I wonder.
With all this shit around me what am I really watching? A book. Trainspotting by Irvine Welsh.
doing my job.
not too bad though.
I dont think that red spot in the sky ascending about 40 minutes before orion is mars after all. planets dont remain so fixed in the sky.
Did anybody else notice? no moon for halloween.
I'll see you all under that moon in this life or the next, we we are cats.
hoping you are, if nothing else, not losing ground to the machine.
ground control to major Tom, time to work....
aloha for now
11/3/2005 11:53 pm
There's still time for those things, darlin'; the kids are young and so are you.|
Love and snuggles,
11/4/2005 6:13 am
Listen to PrincessKarma..alot of wisdom in that woman..|
11/4/2005 3:37 pm
If I get the general jist of the post, you are feeling rather lonley hun. Hugs if that is that case and oh hell hugs even if you are not. Th future is a scarey place and I have listened to the same music .....sitting here at home ..just numb ......to everything. A case of too many things either going wrong or seemingly going wrong. I don't know how to tell you that there is a way to get ovver that. I have yet to find it. I just suddnly find the Dam that was keeping all the feelings (both good and bad) aeay .....suddenly burst. and I am suddenly engulfed in an emotional tornado. I think the music for that would be something like the sound track to that might be something dissonant ......and uncomfortable. I can't even think of one song to describe it. But perhaps you know what i mean hun.
I been trying to dal with my own numbness ..........and I realize at time just how cynical and truely weary I get . I just pray that it don't stay that way. hugs nad I hope you will start listening to the song I hope you dance soon ....here is link to lyrics i posted forthat song [post 81349] I miss talking to you Sharks .......and hope you talk to me soon I also hope that you deel better soon. Hugs and kisses and strawberry gummies
lots of gummies sweetie....
*soft sweet smile*