A cautious love....  

rm_sharksnsails 45M
697 posts
6/1/2006 8:02 pm

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6/6/2006 7:34 pm

A cautious love....


So, sharks finds love again with the girl from the earlier blog entery. when I left it it seemed she was destined to go down the road of addiction and pain, and there really was nothing to do about it but pray. And when I come home from this last hitch I find her strangely well, and discover that during the time I was gone, something (maybe God, or the great spirit) had moved in her life and took away some of the darkness that was attacking her. So I start seeing her again. My chief complaint is that although she is seperated from her husband she still shares a house with him, and last week she moved out. My fear is that she is doing this for me, but as time passes I realize that she is doing this for herself, which is the only reason a person should do anything. She moves herself into her home, and I see her become stronger as she finds and organizes her space. I realize how my little bit of encouragement combined with her genuine desire to be her own person have led to a life free to persue happiness, not bound to a man who wouldn't even let her sing when he was around. Kept her in servitude. Now I am back on the rig. I wonder what changes my abscence will bring this time......

just thinking

hoping yer all well

sharks

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/1/2006 8:58 pm

*HUG*

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


rm_sharksnsails 45M
738 posts
6/1/2006 9:04 pm

i see you are going to New joysee, good luck with that too!
HUG
lotsa love PK,
warmly
sharks


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/2/2006 8:02 am

Oh, nooo, not going TO Noo Joyzee, just using the airport. Delaware is my actual destination.

I'm happy for you, Darlin'.... fuck it, I'm jealous, too. Who knew?

Lots of love and wishing you happiness,
PK

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


rm_sharksnsails 45M
738 posts
6/2/2006 4:02 pm

Thanks ladies, I don't know if anything is falling into place, part of me screams run, and truthfully I just don't know. I think i am scared of love, and even more scared of the consequences of moving on. I don't want to hurt anyone else, but how can anyone even ever know without taking a chance. Just the rules of a wierd game. The game of love. It's a trip.
Thanks for your good wishes though, dys and PK,
lots of love
sharks


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