rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
11/14/2005 2:42 am

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In solitude I walked through the woods, with a heavy heart and spirit so down...my mind travelled million miles away...an image came into my mind bringing beautiful faint sounds in my heart...No i cannot go back I told myself for I am scared..i cannot take the risk nor dare myself..I am afraid.
But I looked at the big beautiful trees that stand so big and proud and wonder how they have grown so grand inspite of the storms, heat and the indifference of people to its existence...the tree was still there after all these years ...alone and surviving the test of nature. But not totally unnoticed my God.
I looked at the birds that flew in that great blue sky ...they happy..they are free..they are flying so high and so proud .but they are simply beautiful, I know they have God's love and mercy for they dont worry of what tomorrow brings..
The flowers in woods danced in the different beautiful colors , forever abandoned by man ..they are just there growing , swaying and dancing to wind , alone.. coping .. strong and very daring. But I know God watched over them.

But as I rest my tired feet and sore back in beautifully laid grass....I was looked in heaven.And wondered ifGod could hear the painful yet sweet calling of my heart.

..If the trees in forest have survived the life and the test of nature just like the birds..the flowers and other countless creatures great and small..then I mst survived the test that destiny or fate has thrown before me...If will leave this world...this blog..this passion to write ..then as if I have killed the only secret happiness I have in this world. I am in my cage...I dont know how longwill I stay here in this lonely cage but because of the secret world Ive learned to build ..life is getting ok...and I dont have to fear...I cannot blow away the faint light that keeps me through in dark journey of my life. I cannot let go ...of the great feeling that invaded me ...I will hold it dear like my life ...I will taste it...hold it...enjoy it...cry for it...fight for it... and cherished it...Just like the granduer beauty of the woods where life exist through time..through many decades ... this love will linger silently in deepest part of my soul and heart totally unoticed but it will remain....Forever

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
11/17/2005 5:12 pm

I hope it will be beautiful again Jim...thanks..mwah!!!

Love..Faith ..and Hope..

rm_boredsg25 38M

11/15/2005 7:52 am

feel for u babe. take care

jim5131 55M
1296 posts
11/14/2005 9:25 am

Hi Pinay...

While I lived in Europe I used to visit famous batlefields from the ages and up to WWII (I'm a huge history buff). The most striking thing was its current state: in a place where tens of thousands of men were killed, machines ripped apart, planes crashed and families lost their hopes...now are peaceful fields and lush forests. The mountains don't care. The animals never knew. As if nature swallowed up the bad and hid it in beauty. In time.

Even the worst personal situations are forgotten quickly in God's world. In time, the natural process will remove that ugliness. Things will be beautiful again.

As they should be...

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