Who ?  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
2/10/2006 7:05 pm

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Who ?

Who should be blamed when leaf fell from a tree?Is it the wind that blew it away? Or the tree that let it go? Or is it the leaf which never held tight?

Here is a text message that I recieved from my bestfriend a week ago. She kept me thinking until now which one should be blamed...


Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
2/14/2008 5:24 am

yes...I thought the system went to an error when I saw your name in the columns..hehhehe...happy valentines day!!! hugs for you ...for your long and tedious journey ever...mwah!!!

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
2/13/2008 10:58 pm

...and here it is Valentine's Day again, two years later.

I am going through your posts. All of them.


lilim_83 33M
2 posts
2/17/2006 11:16 am

hello, i've been reading some of your posts.. and i can't help it but i think i need to say something...

i don't know but somehow i know how you feel... i've always felt alone, even when i'm with the people i dearly love. i often find myself walking, wondering why do i feel this way. maybe still i'm longing for that person who i can dedicate everything without regrets...

anyway, just hang in there. i know God have plans for you, someday you'll find your happiness and you won't be alone anymore... i just hope you find it soon... i'm wishing for you, all the best.


lilim_83 33M
2 posts
2/17/2006 11:10 am

hello, i've been reading some of your posts.. and i can't help but i think i need to say something..

i don't know why, but somehow i know how you feel... i've always felt alone, even when i'm with the people i dearly love. i think i'm still looking for that someone who i can really give my everything without regrets. i often find myself walking, and wondering why do i feel alone...

anyways, just hang in there.. i know someday you'll meet that person. i'm wishing for you, to find your happiness...


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
2/15/2006 5:27 am

Jim if the weight is too much for you to bear ...though i have small shoulders ....you can depend on them...iam here to listen if you wnated to talk ....I am here very close though I am far apart. Be happy ok...let someone help you lighten that weight in your chest. Il pray for you tonight...Talk to God...lets talk to Him ..so we could move the gates of heaven ...hehehhe...Happy Valnetines Day...Ive lost all the tears last night asking God to make you happy...please be ok...please be happy ...Iam alright...Valentines day is just an ordinary day to me....

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
2/15/2006 4:57 am

Hi Yesterday is Valentines here. I have gone home with my boys ...gone to sleep early...Ive been thinking how alone I am...and how used i should be in spending this day alone for many years now...its ok...im used to it being alone with my kids during Valentines day. I cook for them and watch tv with them..i think thats more than enough ..athough i thought of you and i felt some kind of urge to pray for you because I know you are going tough times now ...im wishing that you will have a nice valentines with the woman you love...For the first time in many years i prayed earnestly to God to make someone happy and thats you.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


jim5131 55M
1296 posts
2/14/2006 12:51 pm

Hello Pinay....

It's Valentine's Day in the US....a time when lovers celebrate a day together with a special dinner, a great conversation, a time to look back...and to the future. Some are blessed to have someone by their side...and some are still waiting for that 'someone' to step in and make sense of their lost love.

I have been shying away ever so slightly from the site...maybe fear, maybe disgust in myself...maybe a candle flickering in a wind, dancing its warning of loss...

I look over the photos of you and your boys and wonder how you are at that very moment. What you're doing...what you're thinking... if your day is going well....and pray that it is.

I feel as though I have watched you grow...maybe just a little...but your character gets deeper and stronger..you are encouraged when you have support. And stumble when you think it's gone away. You need to know that this courage and love inside of you is always inside of you. There are so many of us that think of you and support you..you aren't ever alone.

Not hearing from me does not mean I haven't been thinking of you.

I have a weight...sitting in the center of my chest...and it is that weight that brought me to this site. This weight, it slows my movements. It keeps me thinking of it. It gets in my way when I try to do things. I tried to make it lighter in the past few years. I tried to move it away. I tried to live with it as it was. I tried ignoring it.

I think I made it smaller. First things first.

As I have found out in the past....I must close a relationship before I start another. Anything else is a receipe for heartbreak.

No broken hearts. Okay?

Think positive. God is Love. Fill yourself with Love. You can't lose.


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