The World Stopped  

rm_sexypinay16 44F
389 posts
5/23/2006 10:42 pm

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The World Stopped


On the morning of May 16 , 2:30 am..I woked up at the sound of the voices at the other room. My sister Marielle, trying to wake us up esp Dad. He rushed to their room...finding my brother in law in cold sweat and in deep dragging breath.My two borthers rushed in their bed trying wake him up but he dont want to wake up. Cries, wails are all round the room. I went running outside the house to open the gate , so we could rushed him to the hospital, they lift him inside the car but still he was sleeping. He dont want to wake up...we are all cryinmg and shouting for him to wake up. But still he dont want to wake up. I tried to look for his pulse but my God...i cannot find any pulse. Legs trembling...chest thumping so hard....fear enveloped all of me for I was in a nightmare. The sounds of the cries and siren was so vivid until now. He was rushed in the emergency room.While we are waiting outside peeking through the glasses full of terror and pain. My sister in the floor crying and totally shocked. While Dad and my brothers are on the hallway and me I am stting in a corner, trembling and crying. The doctors and nurses in the emergency room are trying to revive him but still he was in his deep sleep. Until...the doctor said that he was dead. It was Cardiac Respiratory Arrest.

My God...the world stopped...Don is dead...no he cant be. Dad was crying...we rushed to Marielle to tell her that Don her husband was dead. She was shouting telling us that he cant be...my brothers embraced us tightly crying so hard for the pain almost killed all of us. The world stopped for all of us. We cannot believe it. He was so young...Don was only 26 and Marielle is 25...they were happy. They have 2 beautiful girls. I cannot believe it. Don is our brother. We have treated and loved this young man just like our own brother and we cannot imagine him leaving is like this.

My heart breaks in million pieces while I embraced Marielle, it was so unfair, she was so young and unemployed. She chose to stay home to take care of her kids and Don . And now here quiet and happy home was crushed and gone away in blink of an eye. As I looked at this lifeless body, its hard for me to believe that he was dead, he looks like he was just sleeping. He looked so young, handsome and peaceful.
She was embracing him, touching him, talking to his lifeless body. Asking him why did he have to leave her like that? Her cries breaks me. I wanted to question God why did he let this things happen? They were so young and they love each other so much.

I brought home my sister, we are crying on our way home...shocked and fear was still within us. She was shouting with pain when we arrived home , when we saw mommy. Their kids are there, totally innocent of all the pain . They are staring their mommy and to us with awe. I went to them to get them, to embraced them while I am crying for these innocent angels who just lost their dad. Marielle broke into tears whenver she see her daughters so small, so young and so innocent.

We cannot believed it. He cannot be dead. I went on my way to arranged the funeral services for him. It was the most harrowing experience, to arrange what clothes he will wear, what casket , the color and flowers. Evrything is a nightmare. It kills me to see his mom and dad crying. His family whom we have loved too. I felt like a zombie, I could only hear the voices of the people around me, the condolences,the papers to be signed for the funeral and all the painful arrangements that i have to make for our beloved Don. I cannot explain the pain...it was too much for us bear...to carry but my family and I stand strong during those times, we grieved, we wailed, we cried, we comforted, and we tried to understand this God's will. During those 5 days of funeral service for him, I see to it that evrything is in order, I cried, whenever I am alone, I cried whenver I talked to Marielle, to calm her fears, and to soothe her pain though Iknow its impossible. Don was her evrything. He was her first boyfriend. The only man who held her hand. The only man who kissed her and loved her. We could support her and helped her throught this but we could never equal the great love that Don has showered her all these years. She was loved, respected and pampered.

Don will be missed. He was buddy of our two brothers long before my sister and him got steady. They were 16 and 17 when we firstlearned of their relationship,but we have approved the relationship because we could see their great love for each other. They stood ,tall,proud and strong to fight for their love. Until Marielle got pregnant while they were in college..I remember dad and mom so angry during those times but still the great love was so strong than any

hate or anger,so they gotmarried. They have blissful years. Young they maybe but they are so responsible and loving. And now this tragic event happened. We cannot fanthom why. It was so unfair...so painful...The world stopped for all of us until now. We still cry and mourn for a beloved brother...We cannot forget how he have loved my sister and how good he was to all the people he meet. I dont know when the world will continue from its moving...I dont know...I just know that right now evrythng was just a bad dream and the world stopped for us...The nights were difficult for us , we cannot forget the last hours ...we cannot forget that moment...I dont know how long ...but I know we just lost a dear one...that we will remember all our lives.

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
6/5/2006 5:33 am

Hello Dee...thanks so much...I am overwhelmed by your concern and kindness. I will just email you one of these days. Just keep on reading my blogs and am asking for your prayers , so I could gather more courage to do what I have to do. Thanks so much...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


mr_simply_me 44M
842 posts
6/3/2006 7:25 pm

Hi...

my condolences....

Be brave and be back....

Regards
MSM


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
5/29/2006 7:27 pm

Thanks Dee...the lost has made our family more stronger and more loving. We are lucky to have bountiful friends who supports us. Thank you for the prayers and your comment. Welcome to the blog world...you will meet a lot of great people here and they will help you when you are in need of support and encouragement. Jut keep on reading...thanks

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
5/27/2006 10:25 pm

NY...so am i....thanks for dropping by...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


rm_ny_guy60 56M
131 posts
5/27/2006 6:59 am

I am sorry to hear this miss sexy pinay.Sorry for the lost.


rm_sexypinay16 44F
311 posts
5/25/2006 7:52 pm

thanks my friend...i miss u friend...miss talking to you...

Love..Faith ..and Hope..


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